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Nga Brahim AVDYLI:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

(tregim ironiko-satirik)<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Familja jon\u00eb ishte pothuajse e vetmja familje n\u00eb fshat, e cila, nj\u00ebfar\u00eb parimi t\u00eb saj nuk po e ndryshonte. Ky far\u00eb parimi mbeti p\u00ebrgjat\u00eb vitesh i pandryshuar. Ai kishte t\u00eb b\u00ebnte me p\u00ebrfaq\u00ebsuesit direkt t\u00eb pushtetit dhe babain, n\u00eb saje t\u00eb q\u00ebndrimit t\u00eb tij rigoroz. Atij, kurrsesi nuk mund t`ia theje mendjen e t\u00eb ndryshoje as m\u00eb t\u00eb vogl\u00ebn pjes\u00eb t\u00eb k\u00ebtij parimi. Nuk mbahej mend t\u00eb kishte lejuar p\u00ebr t\u00eb kap\u00ebrcyer pragun e sht\u00ebpis\u00eb son\u00eb far\u00eb ushtaraku, milici, rojtari pyjesh apo tagrambledh\u00ebsi. K\u00ebsaj kategorie ia kishte bashkangjitur edhe vozit\u00ebsit, kondukter\u00ebt, disa treg\u00ebtar\u00eb t\u00eb njohur q\u00eb kishin prestigj n\u00eb fshat, dhe posa\u00e7\u00ebrisht, pronar\u00ebt e kafeneve private. Po n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb radh\u00eb i fuste edhe shum\u00eb t\u00eb tjer\u00eb, t\u00eb cil\u00ebt shiteshin si agallar\u00eb e bejler\u00eb, e ku ta di un\u00eb se \u00e7ka mund t\u00eb shiteshin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ajo q\u00eb e b\u00ebnte edhe m\u00eb t\u00eb kund\u00ebrshtuar, ishte fakti se babai q\u00ebndrimin e tij nuk e fshihte. Ar\u00ebsyetimi i tij ishte se nj\u00eb gj\u00eb t\u00eb till\u00eb nuk e b\u00ebnte me ndonj\u00ebrin, p\u00ebr shkak t\u00eb ndonj\u00eb urrejtjeje, apo \u00e7ka do, por thjesht\u00eb me mendimin se vet\u00ebm larg t\u00eb till\u00ebve njeriu mund t\u00eb hante nj\u00eb kafshore buk\u00eb rehat n\u00eb pun\u00ebt e veta. Secili nga ata q\u00eb thirrnin, detyrohej t\u00eb priste para dyerve t\u00eb oborrit, t\u00eb cilat ishin t\u00eb mbyllura. Sado q\u00eb un\u00eb p\u00ebrpiqesha t`ia shpjegoj se kjo do t\u00eb thoshte \u201ct`ia mbyll\u00ebsh dyert fatit\u201d, ai nuk l\u00ebvizte nj\u00eb fije floku nga tradita e vet. \u00c7do gj\u00eb q\u00eb kishte p\u00ebr diskutim, e thoshte hapur e n\u00eb mbledhjen e fshatit. Tubimet e tilla rrall\u00eb shp\u00ebtonin pa fjal\u00ebt e tij, t\u00eb cilat t\u00eb gjith\u00eb i merrnin si me tallje.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Shih p\u00ebr vesin e tij, asnj\u00ebher\u00eb nuk e kishin zgjedhur si udh\u00ebheq\u00ebs, e as si p\u00ebrgjegj\u00ebs t\u00eb rendit t\u00eb ujit. Madje, nuk ishte b\u00ebr\u00eb as an\u00ebtar i Lidhjes Socialiste apo Komuniste. E p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb gj\u00eb rrall\u00eb flitet, por un\u00eb po e them pa asnj\u00eb frig\u00eb, sepse jan\u00eb fakte!…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Edhe pse t\u00eb gjitha k\u00ebto mund t`u duken qesharake, u rrita n\u00ebn k\u00ebt\u00eb faktor pengues e t\u00eb disfavorsh\u00ebm. Shpesh fliteshe n\u00eb fshat “\u00ebsht\u00eb bir i filanit”. Ndon\u00ebse un\u00eb mendoja krejt t\u00eb kund\u00ebrt\u00ebn dhe pak kush i besonte k\u00ebsaj k\u00ebsaj pune. Megjithate, nuk m\u00eb kishte mbetur tjet\u00ebr pos t\u00eb thelloja edhe m\u00eb shum\u00eb hendekun. Ky thellim m\u00eb shpuri deri te pajtimi i plot\u00eb me q\u00ebndrimin e fshatit ndaj babait tim, sa q\u00eb kur fillonin shpotitjen, un\u00eb gj\u00ebja ndonj\u00eb fjal\u00eb konkrete p\u00ebr ta theksuar akoma m\u00eb shum\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Pastaj ndryshuan edhe raportet tona. Fshatar\u00ebt filluan t`i thon\u00eb babait:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Ore Sokol Islami, a po e sheh \u00e7`far\u00eb djali i men\u00e7ur po t\u00eb b\u00ebhet! Nuk kan\u00eb th\u00ebn\u00eb kot t\u00eb par\u00ebt, prej t\u00eb mirit del i keqi, prej t\u00eb keqit- i miri.”<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Askujt s`ia kam ba t\u00eb keqen qebesa!”<\/em>– u p\u00ebrgjigjej ai.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Ve\u00e7 e keqja e vetes je kan\u00eb o Sokol!<\/em> – p\u00ebrgjigjej ndonj\u00ebri. \u201cShyqyr djali po t\u00eb b\u00ebhet plot sherr dhe do t`ia shoh\u00ebsh hajrin. Do ta b\u00ebjm\u00eb sekretar partie!”<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

K\u00ebshtu thuhej. Fshati yn\u00eb kishte nj\u00eb natyr\u00eb karakteristike: sa i p\u00ebrket konfiguracionit tok\u00ebsor; e sa i p\u00ebrket botanik\u00ebs mbi t\u00eb cil\u00ebn sundonim. Njeriu i fshatit tim v\u00ebrtet\u00eb sundonte mbi natyr\u00ebn, n\u00eb t\u00eb gjitha aspektet. Po t\u00eb ngriteshe n\u00eb nj\u00eb lart\u00ebsi t\u00eb madhe e t`ia l\u00ebshoje syt\u00eb hap\u00ebsir\u00ebs rreth e rrotull fshatit, mund ta fitoje p\u00ebrshtypjen se nj\u00eb sfinks i madh prej mija duarsh t\u00eb padukshme po e fuste natyr\u00ebn n\u00eb nj\u00eb evoluim aq t\u00eb ngutsh\u00ebm. K\u00ebt\u00eb ndryshim t\u00eb p\u00ebrditsh\u00ebm, apo t\u00eb p\u00ebrnatsh\u00ebm, me ndikim direkt n\u00eb ekologjin\u00eb, po e zhvillonin krejt paduksh\u00ebm duart e fshatar\u00ebve tan\u00eb me mjetet m\u00eb t\u00eb thjeshta, p\u00ebr t\u00eb mos th\u00ebn\u00eb me mjetet m\u00eb primitive.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Merre me mend \u00e7ka do t\u00eb thot\u00eb t\u00eb zhduk\u00ebsh nj\u00eb natyr\u00eb pyjesh t\u00eb dendura me nj\u00eb “instrument” aq t\u00eb thjesht\u00eb, si\u00e7 \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb cop\u00eb hekuri n\u00eb nj\u00eb cop\u00eb dru, dhe t\u00eb arrish ate q\u00eb as shkenca moderne nuk e arrin\u00eb dot: k\u00ebmbimin e ver\u00ebs n\u00eb dim\u00ebr. N\u00eb saje t\u00eb k\u00ebsaj, edhe standarti i shum\u00eb familjeve, t\u00eb cilat e mbanin vet\u00ebn si familje me \u201cnam e nder\u201d, ndryshonte gradualisht. Ai, po ngritej m\u00eb lart\u00eb. N\u00eb mbledhjet e fshatit, v\u00ebrtetohej fare mir\u00eb, askush nuk e kishte prer\u00eb pyllin e vet.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sido\u00e7oft\u00eb, n\u00eb nj\u00eb fenomen t\u00eb till\u00eb, ta quajm\u00eb ekologjiko-material, vet\u00ebm familja jon\u00eb nuk merrte pjes\u00eb, madje pik\u00ebrisht n\u00eb saje t\u00eb kryeneq\u00ebsis\u00eb s\u00eb babait. T\u00eb tjer\u00ebt p\u00ebrfitonin, nd\u00ebrsa ne mbeteshim asgj\u00ebkundi. Mezi e nxirrnim buk\u00ebn e goj\u00ebs.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Po ta pyesje plakun, ai t\u00eb p\u00ebrgjigjej si nj\u00eb kompjuter:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“M\u00eb mir\u00eb buk\u00eb e kryp me nder, se mjalt\u00eb pa nder!”<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

E kush e kishte fjal\u00ebn p\u00ebr di\u00e7ka t\u00eb turpshme. Turpin se pranonte njeri nga fshati. Madje, t\u00eb gjith\u00eb mbaheshin m\u00eb t\u00eb ndersh\u00ebm se ne. Po t`u hyje n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi, t\u00eb gjith\u00eb kishin di\u00e7ka. Nd\u00ebrsa arka jon\u00eb ishte e zbraz\u00ebt. Si e till\u00eb, ajo p\u00ebrmbante, po them p\u00ebr mendimin tim, turpin m\u00eb t\u00eb madh brenda. Ishin pik\u00ebrisht k\u00ebto q\u00eb m\u00eb shtyn\u00eb t\u00eb thelloja hendekun n\u00eb mes t\u00eb mendimeve t\u00eb mia dhe t\u00eb babait. I shkreti! Po plakej me nj\u00eb pal\u00eb mend t\u00eb trash\u00ebguara nga gjyshi e nuk po e kuptonte se normat morale t\u00eb popullit kishin ndryshuar shum\u00eb. \u00c7far\u00eb dikur ishte si e shenjt\u00eb, tani nuk blehej p\u00ebr pes\u00eb grosh\u00eb. N\u00eb saje t\u00eb p\u00ebrpjekjes sime evolutive, arrita t\u00eb inkuadroj sht\u00ebpin\u00eb ton\u00eb n\u00eb komunitetin e fshatit, madje m\u00eb zgjodh\u00ebn n\u00eb pleq\u00ebsin\u00eb e Lidhjes Socialiste t\u00eb Popullit Punonj\u00ebs. K\u00ebshtu, pos barr\u00ebs s\u00eb madhe t\u00eb sht\u00ebpis\u00eb, m\u00eb ra nj\u00eb pjes\u00eb jo e vog\u00ebl e barr\u00ebs s\u00eb fshatit. Edhe k\u00ebsaj radhe, luft\u00ebn m\u00eb t\u00eb madhe e kisha me pik\u00ebpamjet e vjet\u00ebruara t\u00eb babait, i cili, si dukej, ishte i vetmi q\u00eb e pengonte transformimin socialist t\u00eb fshatit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ku mund t\u00eb pajtohesha un\u00eb me ato far\u00eb norma t\u00eb nderit e t\u00eb bes\u00ebs, t\u00eb burr\u00ebris\u00eb e t\u00eb karakterit, t\u00eb fes\u00eb e t\u00eb atdheut, etj, kur fshatar\u00ebt e mi nuk kursenin as form\u00ebn dhe as mjetet p\u00ebr p\u00ebrparimin individual e privat. Jo rast\u00ebsisht, ne e quanim “transformim socialist vetqeveris\u00ebs t\u00eb fshatit”. Pra, n\u00eb radh\u00eb t\u00eb par\u00eb i nevojitej fshatit nj\u00eb njeri zem\u00ebrgj\u00ebr\u00eb, q\u00eb nuk e pengonte askend t\u00eb zgjedhte mjetet e format me t\u00eb cilat do t\u00eb siguronte p\u00ebrparimin e familjes s\u00eb vet. Ata q\u00eb nuk din\u00eb t\u00eb mbajn\u00eb veten, \u00e7`i duheshin fshatit apo atdheut, apo socializmit?!…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nuk e kuptoja se si ndodhte kjo gj\u00eb pik\u00ebrisht me ne. Mendimet e vjetra t\u00eb babait do t\u00eb m\u00eb nxirrnin nga rruga e sapofilluar dhe do t\u00eb na sillnin n\u00eb nj\u00eb varf\u00ebri m\u00eb t\u00eb pakap\u00ebrcyeshme. U detyrova t\u00eb zhvilloj nj\u00eb form\u00eb t\u00eb atill\u00eb t\u00eb veprimit, i cili qe, q\u00eb me fjal\u00ebt e babait t\u00eb vrisja mendimet q\u00eb thoshte ai. Kjo pun\u00eb e imja, jo vet\u00ebm se filloi t\u00eb jepte mir\u00ebfilli rezultate, por kishte edhe k\u00ebnaq\u00ebsin\u00eb e vet t\u00eb brendshme. Fshatar\u00ebt e ngritur e kuptonin fort mir\u00eb pun\u00ebn time dhe ma vler\u00ebsonin talentin politik:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Nuk ka bre ma t\u00eb zgjedhun se Harun Sokoli, p\u00ebr politik\u00eb! Asht i lindun krejt\u00eb me at\u00eb zot\u00ebsi! Besa, do shkoll\u00eb e ka, s`asht pak gimnazi! Sa p\u00ebr at studentin e tyne, fshatit nuk ka \u00e7ka i duhet. K\u00ebta q\u00eb bajn\u00eb shkoll\u00eb t\u00eb madhe, po i pshtjellojn\u00eb n\u00eb jet\u00eb pak librat!…”<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kjo ishte fjala e popullit. K\u00ebtu vjen n\u00eb shprehje forma e vendit. K\u00ebshtu, edhe n\u00eb familje filloi t\u00eb dominoj\u00eb vota ime. P\u00ebrjashtim b\u00ebnte vet\u00ebm v\u00ebllai i vog\u00ebl, q\u00eb kishte filluar t\u00eb shkarravis\u00eb dofar\u00eb vjershash. Si duket, v\u00ebrtet\u00eb po e humbte orientimin dhe po b\u00ebhej viktim\u00eb e leximit t\u00eb tep\u00ebrt. Grat\u00eb tona nuk hynin n\u00eb rendin e votimeve, sepse detyra e tyre ishte q\u00eb t\u00eb ziejn\u00eb e t\u00eb gatuajn\u00eb sa m\u00eb mir\u00eb. N\u00eb fund t\u00eb fundit, shoq\u00ebria jon\u00eb moderne ua kishte ngritur mendjen dhe ato m\u00eb me d\u00ebshir\u00eb flisnin p\u00ebr stolirat e nuseve t\u00eb rrethit; p\u00ebr rrobet e mod\u00ebs; p\u00ebr lirat e Stambollit; p\u00ebr t\u00eb q\u00ebndisurat e tyre, se sa p\u00ebr nevojat e sht\u00ebpis\u00eb. P\u00ebr sht\u00ebpin\u00eb, kujdesen burrat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Por, mjaft u fola p\u00ebr k\u00ebto gj\u00ebra sekondare, q\u00eb nuk kan\u00eb t\u00eb b\u00ebjn\u00eb me ngjarje konkrete. Rastisi puna dhe mbet\u00ebm pa cop\u00eb druri n\u00eb oborr. Malin ton\u00eb e kishte prer\u00eb babai vite me radh\u00eb, duke mos dashur t\u00eb zgjas\u00eb dor\u00ebn n\u00eb pron\u00ebn shoq\u00ebrore, apo si\u00e7 e quanin “sektori shoq\u00ebror i pyjeve”. Madje, ai kishte filluar t\u00eb transformoj\u00eb malin, duke i l\u00ebn\u00eb t\u00eb rriteshin g\u00ebshtenjat. Druri i g\u00ebshtenjave ishte nj\u00eb dru shum\u00eb i dob\u00ebt p\u00ebr zjarr. As nuk digjej dhe as nuk t\u00eb nxente. Pasi u dridh\u00ebm disa dit\u00eb nga t\u00eb ftohtit, vendosa ta th\u00ebrrash Dash Bungun n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb ton\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ky ishte rojtari i ri i pyjeve, i cili, si i ri, nuk e njihte sa duhet terenin e caktuar. Rojtari i vjet\u00ebr, kishte gjasht\u00eb muaj q\u00eb kishte vdekur nga nj\u00eb s\u00ebmundje e shpejt\u00eb dhe e panjohur. T\u00eb gjith\u00eb pajtoheshin se ka qen\u00eb burr\u00eb i mir\u00eb, i zoti, i dashur dhe i sjellsh\u00ebm. Vet\u00ebm babai im ishte z\u00ebn\u00eb me te disa her\u00eb, duke e kritikuar n\u00eb \u00e7do mbledhje p\u00ebr shkat\u00ebrrimin e pyjeve n\u00ebn hund\u00ebn e tij. Madje e quante pijanik e t\u00eb pafytyr\u00eb, q\u00eb n\u00eb vend se t\u00eb ruante pyjet, sillej prej kafes e n\u00eb kafe.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kjo shkaktoi nj\u00eb hasm\u00ebri t\u00eb sert\u00eb, prej t\u00eb cil\u00ebs m\u00eb s\u00eb ligu e p\u00ebsoi sht\u00ebpia e jon\u00eb. Sa her\u00eb u d\u00ebnuam p\u00ebr “d\u00ebmtimin e pasuris\u00eb shoq\u00ebrore” me an\u00eb t\u00eb bag\u00ebtis\u00eb, pasi askush nuk e besonte se lop\u00ebt tona nuk kullotnin fare n\u00eb sektorin e shtetit. Ishte v\u00ebrtet\u00eb miku i par\u00eb i got\u00ebs, por n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb profesion nuk ishte kurr\u00eb i vet\u00ebm. Ishte s\u00eb bashku me pushtetin…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kur ai vdiq, i la n\u00eb pik\u00ebllim shum\u00eb shok\u00eb t\u00eb tij, t\u00eb gjith\u00eb funksionar\u00eb lokaliteti e m\u00eb tutje. Midis tyre, vet\u00eb drejtori i nd\u00ebrmarrjes s\u00eb pyjeve.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u00eb kujtohen fort mir\u00eb fjal\u00ebt e tij shum\u00eb t\u00eb zgjedhura, q\u00eb ia tha t\u00eb ndjerit n\u00eb varrim (n\u00eb t\u00eb cil\u00ebn, un\u00eb nuk mungova kurrsesi. Madje, i t\u00ebr\u00eb fshati m\u00eb lavd\u00ebroi p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb pun\u00eb!):<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“… Re si hero n\u00eb krye t\u00eb detyr\u00ebs, o i pavdekshmi Mal\u00eb Rezili! Ti ishe komisar i jet\u00ebs s\u00eb re dhe kurrsesi vet\u00ebm nj\u00eb rojtar pyjesh. Ishe komisar i pathyesh\u00ebm n\u00eb luft\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb ardhmen ton\u00eb progresive, vetqeveris\u00ebse e socialiste. Ndaj, bridhje pyjeve n\u00ebp\u00ebr bresh\u00ebr e furtun\u00eb. Por, moti i lig, t\u00eb ftohtit, nata e pabes\u00eb, dhe nj\u00eb pagure n\u00eb xhepat e pallt\u00ebs sate, ta bjerr\u00ebn sh\u00ebndetin aq t\u00eb nevojsh\u00ebm p\u00ebr ty dhe nd\u00ebrmarrjen ton\u00eb! Shkove o Mal\u00eb, shkove si hero i pun\u00ebs socialiste, duke na l\u00ebn\u00eb t\u00eb pashlyer shembullin e nj\u00eb pun\u00ebtori t\u00eb shk\u00eblqyer; nj\u00eb aktivisti t\u00eb palodhur t\u00eb aktivit t\u00eb Lidhjes Komuniste t\u00eb Nd\u00ebrmarrjes son\u00eb; nj\u00eb prindi t\u00eb dashur; t\u00eb nj\u00eb miku t\u00eb ve\u00e7ant\u00ebr e t\u00eb pakrahasuesh\u00ebm!…”<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

K\u00ebto fjal\u00eb, i pat\u00ebn prekur t\u00eb gjith\u00eb. Nuk e di sa veta qanin duke i d\u00ebgjuar ato. Vet\u00ebm v\u00ebllai im poetush, p\u00ebr mua magarush, i p\u00ebrqeshte:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Nj\u00eb nekrolog bajat; nj\u00eb mashtrim i p\u00ebrkryer; nj\u00eb g\u00ebnjesht\u00ebr e f\u00eblliqur p\u00ebr nj\u00eb spiun malesh! P\u00ebr nj\u00eb krijes\u00eb t\u00eb tmerrshme, i cili nuk ka l\u00ebn\u00eb ask\u00ebnd pa marr\u00eb n\u00ebp\u00ebr goj\u00eb!” (Etj., etj.)\u2026<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Po t\u00eb gjith\u00eb e donin, ore torollak! Kush u ankua n\u00eb Mal\u00eb Rezilin, hajt thuaj?!”<\/em> – e kund\u00ebrshtoja un\u00eb, me gjith\u00eb energjin\u00eb time.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“T\u00eb gjith\u00eb ata q\u00eb i ka hedhur n\u00ebp\u00ebr duar e pushtetit! Ja, t\u00eb gjith\u00eb ankohen! Vet\u00ebm se ata nuk kan\u00eb p\u00ebrpara kujt t\u00eb ankohen, p\u00ebrderisa miqt\u00eb e tij sundojn\u00eb vendin!<\/em> – turfullonte ai.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dor\u00ebn n\u00eb zem\u00ebr, ishin ca fshatar\u00eb q\u00eb nuk ia donin t\u00eb mir\u00ebn. Disa t\u00eb tjer\u00eb, q\u00eb filluan t\u00eb ankohen pas vdekjes s\u00eb tij, se si po shnd\u00ebrrohej n\u00eb nj\u00eb fushat\u00eb. Miqt\u00eb e tij natyrisht, nuk merrnin pjes\u00eb n\u00eb k\u00ebto ankime. Ata rrinin m\u00ebnjan\u00eb dhe rrall\u00eb e merrnin fjal\u00ebn. As un\u00eb nuk po e kuptoja p\u00ebrse b\u00ebhej nj\u00eb gj\u00eb e till\u00eb. P\u00ebr mua, kjo gj\u00eb nuk m\u00eb preokuponte shum\u00eb. Kisha hallet e mia, ore burr\u00eb! P\u00ebr t\u00eb mos ua zgjatur, e thirra Dash Bungun nj\u00eb dit\u00eb, mu kur nuk ndodhej plaku n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi. Ai erdhi s\u00eb bashku me nj\u00eb shoq\u00ebrues, n\u00eb rroba civile, t\u00eb cilin, nuk e njihja.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Bujrum Dash Bungu e mir\u00eb se t\u00eb ka pru i lumi Zot!”<\/em> – i thash\u00eb n\u00eb der\u00eb t\u00eb oborrit, sa ia hapa.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Jo bre jo, faleminderit, se nuk kemi koh\u00eb!”<\/em>– u ankua ai plot naze.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Leri bre v\u00eblla k\u00ebto fjal\u00eb e futu brenda, se vet\u00eb t\u00eb kam thirr\u00eb!”<\/em> – i ktheva me t\u00eb shpejt\u00eb duke e z\u00ebn\u00eb fuqish\u00ebm p\u00ebr krahu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kur vhyri n\u00eb od\u00eb t\u00eb burrave, e ula n\u00eb sungjer t\u00eb but\u00eb e t\u00eb mbuluar me sexhade, n\u00eb ball\u00eb t\u00eb oxhakut; ia futa nj\u00eb jorgan pas shpind\u00ebs q\u00eb t\u00eb mos mb\u00ebshtetej p\u00ebr muri; ndeza stuf\u00ebn me do copa d\u00ebrrase t\u00eb that\u00eb ( ah, po ta mirrte vesh babai p\u00ebr d\u00ebrras\u00ebn, do t\u00eb \u00e7mendej!); i dhash\u00eb duhan t\u00eb kutis\u00eb; e ia prura menj\u00ebher\u00eb nj\u00eb kafe…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Mos ta zgjas, e prita si \u00ebsht\u00eb m\u00eb s\u00eb miri. T\u00eb gjith\u00eb v\u00ebllez\u00ebrit i thirra n\u00eb dhom\u00eb, madje edhe shkollovani i yn\u00eb ngadal\u00eb erdhi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“\u00c7lirohu bre burr\u00eb!\u201d<\/em> – i them un\u00eb. –\u201cSi n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb t\u00ebnde!”<\/em> – kur e pash\u00eb se po druhej.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Faleminderit shum\u00eb!\u201d<\/em> – tha ai duke u dridhur. \u2013 \u201cPor t\u00eb them t\u00eb drejt\u00ebn nuk e kam p\u00ebr sifat<\/em>[1]<\/strong><\/em><\/a> t\u00eb futem n\u00ebp\u00ebr konaqe. Kam krejt pak koh\u00eb n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb teren dhe detyr\u00ebn e kryejm\u00eb ashtu si duhet: maleve. M\u00eb erdhi zor<\/em>[2]<\/strong><\/em><\/a> q\u00eb ta prish qejfin<\/em>[3]<\/strong><\/em><\/a>, dhe prandaj hyra. Se, p\u00ebr zot\u00ebn, nuk kisha pranuar kurr t`i shkel parimet e detyr\u00ebs sime!”<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

“M\u00eb vjen shum\u00eb mir\u00eb q\u00eb pat\u00ebm rast t\u00eb njihemi!\u201d<\/em> – shtoi shkollovani im.- \u201cEdhe mua m\u00eb p\u00eblqejn\u00eb shum\u00eb njer\u00ebzit parimor\u00eb! G\u00ebzohem q\u00eb pasuesi i detyr\u00ebs s\u00eb Mal Rezilit nuk pranon t\u00eb shkel parimet e veta, mandej p\u00ebrpiqet t\u00eb jet\u00eb sa m\u00eb konseguent. T\u00eb lumt\u00eb, t\u00eb lumt\u00eb!\u201d <\/em>– shk\u00eblqeu p\u00ebllumbi yn\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nuk pata koh\u00eb t`u them t\u00eb gjith\u00ebve \u00e7ka duhet t\u00eb flitshin. Oda ishte od\u00eb e burrave. Harrova se aty ia kishte dh\u00ebn\u00eb shpesh t\u00eb drejten t\u00eb flas\u00eb babai. M\u00eb ra nd\u00ebrmend se ai fliste \u201cme shkoll\u00eb\u201d, e ne jetonim n\u00eb male!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Mos ja v\u00eb veshin, o Dash, k\u00ebtij v\u00ebllai t\u00eb vog\u00ebl, se ka lexuar shum\u00eb e flet ndonj\u00ebher\u00eb si ata herojt e romaneve. Edhe ajo fjala kon-se-gu-ent mos t\u00eb ta prish\u00eb gjakun, se nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb ndoj fjal\u00eb aq e r\u00ebnd\u00ebsishme!”<\/em> – thash\u00eb me t\u00eb shpejt\u00eb, duke patur frig\u00eb se ky budallai im na prish\u00eb pun\u00eb e na l\u00eb pa dru, si i ati. Taksa e prerjes s\u00eb druve ishte rritur aq shum\u00eb sa nuk ia vlente barra qiras\u00eb t\u00eb paguaje taks\u00ebn e t\u00eb merrje lejen. Mua m\u00eb nevojiteshin sigurisht shum\u00eb kubik\u00eb, sepse djegnim n\u00eb pes\u00eb vende. -“Sa p\u00ebr t\u00eb ndjerin Mal\u00eb, mund t\u00eb them se ka qen\u00eb nj\u00eb njeri shum\u00eb i mir\u00eb!”<\/em> – e plot\u00ebsova.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Po, po. Ka qen\u00eb shembulli m\u00eb i mir\u00eb i shkeljes s\u00eb normave ligjore, njer\u00ebzore, shoq\u00ebrore… Shembull tipik i pap\u00ebrgjegj\u00ebsis\u00eb s\u00eb pun\u00ebs s\u00eb nd\u00ebrmarrjes; i kontraband\u00ebs n\u00eb d\u00ebm t\u00eb pasuris\u00eb shoq\u00ebrore; i destruktivitetit n\u00eb llogarin\u00eb e natyr\u00ebs s\u00eb bukur malore… P\u00ebr mua, ka qen\u00eb njeriu m\u00eb posht\u00ebr e m\u00eb tipik!”<\/em> – ia shkrehu p\u00ebrs\u00ebri shkollovani im.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Hy teveqel!\u201d<\/em>[4]<\/a> – i b\u00ebrtita un\u00eb. – “Si guxon t\u00eb flas\u00ebsh k\u00ebshtu p\u00ebr nj\u00eb burr\u00eb q\u00eb ka vdekur dhe \u00ebsht\u00eb varrosur me nderimet m\u00eb t\u00eb m\u00ebdha!”<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Sepse, t\u00ebr\u00eb rrethi e di se detyr\u00ebn e tij q\u00eb e kryente n\u00eb kafen e Brahim Shabanit, duke pir\u00eb nat\u00eb e dit\u00eb me komandirin e milicis\u00eb, nd\u00ebrsa \u00e7ekani i druve i shetiste fshat m\u00eb fshat, n\u00ebp\u00ebr duart e atyre q\u00eb ia paguanin mezen. Pra, n\u00ebp\u00ebr duart e hajnave, maskarenj\u00ebve, armiqve t\u00eb natyr\u00ebs e t\u00eb shoq\u00ebris\u00eb! E t\u00eb tjera\u2026 Qe, pse i thash\u00eb k\u00ebto!”<\/em> – u ndez kok\u00ebshkreti p\u00ebrs\u00ebri.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Ore hajvan!\u201d<\/em>[5]<\/a> – e mora pak si me t\u00eb but\u00eb, sado q\u00eb m\u00eb vlonte zemra. \u2013\u201cNjolla t\u00eb tilla \u00ebsht\u00eb m\u00ebkat t`ia hedh\u00ebsh nj\u00eb burri si ai. Po t\u00eb ishte gjall\u00eb, nuk do t`ia thoje as nj\u00eb gjysm\u00eb fjale! Si nuk t\u00eb vjen turp t\u00eb flas\u00ebsh kaq keq para nj\u00eb miku, p\u00ebr nj\u00eb njeri t\u00eb vdekur?!”<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Turp duhet t`i kishte ardhur atij t\u00eb merrte rrog\u00eb nga pushteti, q\u00eb t\u00eb ruaj malet tona dhe mos t\u00eb pla\u00e7kiste pasurin\u00eb e k\u00ebtyre maleve, bashk\u00eb me hajdut\u00ebt m\u00eb t\u00eb ligj! Turp duhet t\u00eb kishte patur ai, e t\u00eb mos rronte si beg, n\u00eb saje t\u00eb rrushfetlinj\u00ebve t\u00eb pandersh\u00ebm, gju p\u00ebr gju me laviret e kafeneve! Turp duhet t`i kishte ardhur atij, q\u00eb sorollatej konak m\u00eb konak, derisa me lejen jozyrtare t\u00eb tij priteshin qindra hektar\u00eb malesh! Por ai, tanim\u00eb, nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb i gjall\u00eb, por nd\u00ebr varre!!”<\/em> -kund\u00ebrshoi shkollovani yn\u00eb, me z\u00eb t\u00eb fuqish\u00ebm.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Mbylle t\u00eb them, se t\u00eb shkat\u00ebrrova!!”<\/em> – ia rrudha, duke iu matur me nj\u00eb t\u00eb shkurtuar zjarri. E pat edhe kjo pun\u00eb- mendova.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ma punoi papritur budallai im! Sa u g\u00ebzova q\u00eb nuk ndodhej i ati, por q\u00eblloi i biri. Thash\u00eb, nuk b\u00ebhet pun\u00eb m\u00eb me Dash Bungun.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Shiko si i ka hapur syt\u00eb. Edhe i shoqi i tij, po del k\u00ebso toke, nga fjal\u00ebt e hajvanit tim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Posi, posi, do ta mbyll!\u201d<\/em> – u prek n\u00eb sed\u00ebr poetushi im. \u2013 \u201cDo ta mbyll p\u00ebrgjithmon\u00eb, pasi vet\u00eb mi dogje sh\u00ebnimet q\u00eb kisha mbledhur p\u00ebr ta hedhur n\u00eb gazet\u00eb. At\u00ebher\u00eb, ti ishe ai q\u00eb mbuloi t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00ebn. Kuptohet, tani p\u00ebrpiqesh t\u00eb ma mbyll\u00ebsh edhe goj\u00ebn!”<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Ndoshta \u00ebsht\u00eb m\u00eb mir\u00eb po ta l\u00ebsh t\u00eb flas\u00eb edhe v\u00ebllain t\u00ebnd, o Harun Sokoli!\u201d <\/em>– vet\u00ebtiu papritur Dash Bungu. \u2013 \u201cPo m\u00eb duket se e kishte me vend! Me ta than\u00eb t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00ebn, nuk e pash se tha di\u00e7ka t\u00eb pav\u00ebrtet\u00eb. Mir\u00ebpo, si t\u00eb them, v\u00ebllai yt nuk tha ve\u00e7se nj\u00eb pjes\u00eb t\u00eb vog\u00ebl t\u00eb fajeve t\u00eb Mal\u00eb Rezilit”<\/em>, – vazhdoi Dashi pak me v\u00ebshtir\u00ebsi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Si ashtu, more burr\u00eb?!”<\/em> – u zura n\u00eb befasi un\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Po, po!\u201d<\/em> – u zgjidh n\u00eb gjuh\u00eb Dashi. \u2013 \u201cV\u00ebllai yt p\u00ebrfoli vet\u00ebm nj\u00eb pjes\u00eb nga karvani i m\u00ebkateve t\u00eb Mal\u00eb Rezilit. Mua m\u00eb vjen shum\u00eb mir\u00eb q\u00eb pata rast ta njoh v\u00ebllain t\u00ebnd! Qenka xhevahir<\/em>[6]<\/strong><\/em><\/a> djal\u00eb!\u201d<\/em> – dhe dor\u00ebs ia b\u00ebnte taman sikur t\u00eb godaste me \u00e7ekan trar\u00ebt e prer\u00eb pa leje, t\u00eb cil\u00ebt nuk mund t\u00eb l\u00ebvizeshin nga vendi i vet. Sado q\u00eb fjal\u00ebt e tij m\u00eb prish\u00ebn gjakun, jo pse e doja aq fort pararend\u00ebsin e tij, por sepse po ma bjerrnin shpres\u00ebn q\u00eb t\u00eb b\u00ebj nja pes\u00eb- gjasht\u00eb traktora dru, u detyrova t\u00eb d\u00ebgjoj me v\u00ebmendje vazhdimin e tyre.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Shoku Mal\u00eb, ka qen\u00eb figura m\u00eb negative e nd\u00ebrmarrjes son\u00eb dhe m\u00eb i ligu nd\u00ebr t\u00eb gjith\u00eb rojtar\u00ebt e pyjeve!\u201d<\/em> – theksoi Dashi. \u2013 \u201cP\u00ebr figur\u00ebn e tij ne kemi ditur dhe dim\u00eb mjaft fakte! Qindra mij\u00eb he-kta-r\u00eb u d\u00ebmtuan pa plan. Nd\u00ebrmarrja e py-ll\u00eb-ta-ris\u00eb u detyrua t`i pyll\u00ebzoj\u00eb nj\u00eb pjes\u00eb t\u00eb madhe t\u00eb sip\u00ebrfaqeve t\u00eb d\u00ebm-tu-a-ra. N\u00eb dokumentacionin e nd\u00ebrmarrjes nuk jan\u00eb gjetur as nj\u00eb e kat\u00ebrta e pa-ge-sa-ve p\u00ebr shfryt\u00ebzimin e t\u00ebr\u00eb atij materiali nd\u00ebrtimor, t\u00eb shitjes e t\u00eb zjarrit. Ne kemi mjaft fakte p\u00ebr moskryerjen e de-ty-r\u00ebs; p\u00ebr allishverishet<\/em>[7]<\/strong><\/em><\/a> e tij me hajnat; p\u00ebr shfryt\u00ebzimin e pa-li-gjsh\u00ebm t\u00eb pasuris\u00eb shoq\u00ebrore; p\u00ebr keqp\u00ebrdorimin e besimit t\u00eb fshatar\u00ebve; p\u00ebr ngritjen e qindra akt-pa-di-ve t\u00eb pa-ba-za kund\u00ebr njer\u00ebzve t\u00eb pafajsh\u00ebm, dhe shum\u00eb procese tjera t\u00eb cilat ka arritur t`i zgjidh\u00eb Mal\u00eb Rezili n\u00eb favor t\u00eb nd\u00ebrmarrjes son\u00eb, kryesisht n\u00eb saje t\u00eb gjyqtar\u00ebve t\u00eb ko-rru-ptu-ar… \u00c7ka nuk kemi ne sot p\u00ebr te?! P\u00ebr fat t\u00eb keq, nuk e kemi ate t\u00eb gjall\u00eb q\u00eb ta gjykojm\u00eb e ta de-no-nco-jm\u00eb para popullit punojn\u00ebs!” <\/em>– p\u00ebrfundoi Dashi me t\u00ebr\u00eb dufin e tij.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u00eb t\u00eb gjitha fjal\u00ebt e ndara n\u00eb rrokje, e ngriste z\u00ebrin sa l\u00ebkura e ogiqit n\u00eb t\u00eb cil\u00ebn po rrija, m\u00eb dukej se po ngritej p\u00ebrpjet\u00eb. Syt\u00eb i nxirrrnin gaca Dashit. Ai, po kallej, pa prit\u00eb e pa menduar!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Poetushi im ishte b\u00ebr\u00eb si nj\u00eb poq i madh elektrik dhe vet\u00ebm sa nuk viz\u00ebllinte nga g\u00ebzimi. U befasova!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Si, ore?!\u201d<\/em> – pyeta plot keqardhje- \u201cPo a nuk ishin k\u00ebto vet\u00ebm shpifje t\u00eb hileqar\u00ebve?! Ne e kemi njohur si burr\u00eb t\u00eb mir\u00eb!\u201d<\/em> – u shpreha me z\u00eb t\u00eb lodhur, sa p\u00ebr t\u00eb leht\u00ebsuar ankthin, q\u00eb m\u00eb r\u00ebndonte n\u00eb zem\u00ebr.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Shiko, shiko!\u201d<\/em> – u shkreh poetushi yn\u00eb. \u2013 \u201cTi b\u00ebhesh sikur nuk e di t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00ebn! Po a nuk i kishe n\u00eb duar t\u00eb gjitha k\u00ebto fakte n\u00eb sh\u00ebnimet e mia, madje t\u00eb ilustruara me fotografi. Po ato t\u00eb fotografimit ajror, t\u00eb cilat vet\u00eb i dogje, madje n\u00eb zjarr, a i ke harruar?! A e di sa hektar\u00eb u “privatizuan” nga sektori shoq\u00ebror p\u00ebrmes k\u00ebtij fotografimi, n\u00ebp\u00ebr duart e Mal\u00eb Rezilit, t\u00eb cilat ua fali me d\u00ebshmi t\u00eb rreme miqve t\u00eb vet?! Po a nuk the se artikulli im do t\u00eb vler\u00ebsohej si <kontest privat>, meq\u00eb ishim grindur me te?!”<\/em>…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Jo, jo p\u00ebr parcelat e privatizuara u gjend\u00ebn vendime t\u00eb drejtorit, porse kolektivi nuk kishte kurr\u00ebfar\u00eb haberi!\u201d<\/em>[8]<\/strong><\/em><\/a> – nd\u00ebrhyri me t\u00eb shpejt\u00eb Dashi, duke m\u00eb v\u00ebn\u00eb p\u00ebrfundimisht n\u00eb mes dy zjarresh. \u2013 \u201cBesoni burra, nuk paska gj\u00eb m\u00eb t\u00eb r\u00ebnd\u00eb se t\u00eb punosh n\u00eb nj\u00eb teren ku pun\u00ebtori pararend\u00ebs ka b\u00ebr\u00eb shkelje kaq t\u00eb m\u00ebdha!”<\/em> – u drejtua nga t\u00eb gjith\u00eb t\u00eb pranishmit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Kjo \u00ebsht\u00eb shum\u00eb e qart\u00eb!”<\/em> – u kyq p\u00ebr her\u00eb t\u00eb par\u00eb n\u00eb bised\u00eb shoq\u00ebruesi i tij, i cili, si duket, fliste vet\u00ebm n\u00eb raste t\u00eb caktuara dhe dinte t\u00eb mbahej si njeri dinjitoz. Vet\u00ebm gotat i ngriste me te, duke i cakrruar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“E provuam vet\u00eb, shoku Nezir Tupani!”<\/em> – ia miratoi Dashi, aty p\u00ebr aty. Ne, e nd\u00ebgjuam p\u00ebr her\u00eb t\u00eb par\u00eb, se si quhej.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“E provuam sa na erdh n\u00eb maje t\u00eb hund\u00ebs, o Dash Bungu! Ku shkojm\u00eb e ku rrim\u00eb, vet\u00ebm ankesa e gjykime d\u00ebgjojm\u00eb p\u00ebr Mal\u00eb Rezilin. P\u00ebr bes\u00eb, kishte qen\u00eb aq mjesht\u00ebr e aq i zgjuar, sa t\u00eb mos binte kurrsesi n\u00eb grack\u00eb. I t\u00ebr\u00eb kolektivi more betohej n\u00eb kryet e Mal\u00ebs; n\u00eb vigjilenc\u00ebn e tij komuniste; n\u00eb moralin socilalist e vetqeveris\u00ebs t\u00eb tij; n\u00eb pun\u00ebn e nd\u00ebrgjegjshme dhe t\u00eb palodhshme….\u201d<\/em> – shtoi menj\u00ebher\u00eb Neziri.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Ama \u00e7`vigj\u00eblenc\u00eb, e \u00e7`moral t\u00eb posht\u00ebr kishte ai!”<\/em> – ia shkrepi, duke u ngritur n\u00eb gjunj, poetushi yn\u00eb. Kishte marr\u00eb prap guxim nga zoti Nezir. E un\u00eb, vet\u00ebm e shikova, me \u00e7udi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Ke t\u00eb drejt\u00eb n\u00eb nj\u00eb aspekt, n\u00ebse nuk teprohet!\u201d<\/em> – nd\u00ebrhyri p\u00ebrs\u00ebri, madje i gjall\u00ebruar Dash Bungu. \u2013 \u201cAi kishte krijuar miq t\u00eb shumt\u00eb dhe n\u00eb pozita t\u00eb ndryshme. N\u00eb saje t\u00eb tyre arriti t\u00eb mbuloj\u00eb d\u00ebmet e shkaktuara. Mandej, n\u00ebse b\u00ebhemi realist\u00eb, ate e ndihmoi pamas\u00eb plani i pun\u00ebs s\u00eb nd\u00ebrmarrjes son\u00eb, n\u00ebp\u00ebr t\u00eb qarat e t\u00eb cilit Mala diti p\u00ebr mrekulli t\u00eb hidhte rr\u00ebnj\u00eb. Aq m\u00eb e \u00e7uditshme duket kjo pun\u00eb p\u00ebr nj\u00eb fshatar me nj\u00eb shkoll\u00eb fillore, sepse ne rojtar\u00ebt e rinj, e kemi kryer shkoll\u00ebn e mesme t\u00eb pylltaris\u00eb. Atij, nj\u00eb num\u00ebr jo i vog\u00ebl i gjyqtar\u00ebve, i ndihmuan hapur. Ia aprovuan shumic\u00ebn e vendimeve, me t\u00eb cilat shkoi nj\u00eb pjes\u00eb e konsideruar e d\u00ebmit n\u00eb sektorin shoq\u00ebror dhe u mbulua. N\u00eb an\u00ebn tjet\u00ebr, k\u00ebto vendime zgjidh\u00ebn nj\u00eb s\u00ebr\u00eb kontestesh pron\u00ebsore me t\u00eb ashtuquajturat parcela “spor”<\/em>[9]<\/strong><\/em><\/a>, pronar\u00ebt e t\u00eb cilave posedonin nj\u00ebfar\u00eb t\u00eb drejte mbi to. Kjo e rriti sip\u00ebrfaqen e sektorit shoq\u00ebror n\u00eb hektar\u00eb dhe n\u00eb sasi t\u00eb materialit nd\u00ebrtimor, p\u00ebr gati nj\u00eb t\u00eb kat\u00ebrt\u00ebn e sip\u00ebrfaqeve t\u00eb d\u00ebmtuara, sepse k\u00ebto prona ishin mjaft t\u00eb ruajtura. I ruanin edhe pronar\u00ebt privat\u00eb, sepse i konsideronin t\u00eb vetat, por edhe bashk\u00ebpun\u00ebtor\u00ebt tan\u00eb, sepse p\u00ebrpiqeshin p\u00ebr rikthimin e tyre. P\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb, e donte nd\u00ebrmarrja Mal\u00ebn. Sido\u00e7oft\u00eb, kolektivi yn\u00eb ka krijuar nj\u00eb komision ratifikues, p\u00ebr shqyrtimin e t\u00ebr\u00ebsish\u00ebm t\u00eb pun\u00ebs s\u00eb tij dhe t\u00eb nd\u00ebrmarrjes, i cili po lufton p\u00ebr transformim e t\u00ebr\u00ebsish\u00ebm t\u00eb pun\u00ebs”<\/em>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Sa do ta zgjidhte pun\u00ebn ky far\u00eb \u201ckomisioni\u201d?! Pse lidhur me k\u00ebt\u00eb nuk u shkrua asnj\u00eb artikull gazete?”<\/em> – pyeti i pak\u00ebnaqur v\u00ebllai i vog\u00ebl, t\u00eb cilit, kjo pjesa e fundit e bised\u00ebs nuk i kishte p\u00eblqyer.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Lere ti \u00e7\u00ebshtjen e k\u00ebtij komisioni, se do ta kryej pun\u00ebn e vet!\u201d<\/em> – ia b\u00ebra me nervoziz\u00ebm, v\u00ebllait tim, sepse prap m\u00eb shqet\u00ebsoi. Kisha frig\u00eb se mos m\u00eb shkonte kot, kjo p\u00ebrpjekje. V\u00ebllai, e nd\u00ebrroi q\u00ebndrimin dhe u mb\u00ebshtet p\u00ebr muri. \u2013 \u201cPo si \u00ebsht\u00eb e mundur t\u00eb jet\u00eb k\u00ebshtu?! Po habitem!”<\/em> \u2013 iu ktheva t\u00eb ftuarve t\u00eb mi, me dridhje t\u00eb duarve.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Pse t\u00eb habitesh, ore v\u00eblla?\u201d<\/em> – nd\u00ebrhyri Nezir Tupani. \u2013 \u201cRatifikime t\u00eb tilla kryen e t\u00ebr\u00eb bota. Tek ne, nj\u00eb gj\u00eb e till\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb e mundur vet\u00ebm pas vdekjes s\u00eb personit t\u00eb caktuar. Kjo \u00ebsht\u00eb rregull e pashkruar, por num\u00ebr nj\u00eb, e k\u00ebtyre proceseve t\u00eb nd\u00ebrrmarjes son\u00eb! E nd\u00ebrrmarrja e Pylltaris\u00eb, \u00ebsht\u00eb nd\u00ebrmarrje serioze!” <\/em>– u shpreh ai, i k\u00ebnaqur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“\u00c7far\u00eb procesesh jan\u00eb o Nezir, se nuk e kuptova mir\u00eb?!” <\/em>– pyeta me plot interes. \u2013 \u201c<Retifikimet>, ti e the. Po \u00e7`ka jan\u00eb <retifikimet>?!\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Ratifikimet<\/em>[10]<\/strong><\/em><\/a>, e thash\u00eb. K\u00ebng\u00eb e gjat\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb kjo, o Harun Sokoli!\u201d<\/em> \u2013 dhe e ngriti edhe nj\u00eb got\u00eb, duke e cakrruar me ne. \u2013 \u201cPor, p\u00ebr mos e zgjatur, jan\u00eb vler\u00ebsime t\u00eb t\u00ebr\u00ebsishme t\u00eb gjendjes dhe p\u00ebrgaditje e ndryshimeve q\u00eb duhet t\u00eb b\u00ebhen, n\u00eb nj\u00eb mjedis, ne nj\u00eb nd\u00ebrmarrje, apo n\u00eb t\u00ebr\u00eb shoq\u00ebrin\u00eb. Pra, priten ndryshime thelb\u00ebsore!”<\/em> – p\u00ebrfundoi ai.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Hajt se kjo pun\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb tem\u00eb e gjat\u00eb e nuk ndalet kurr\u00eb!\u201d<\/em> – u kthye Dashi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“M\u00eb mir\u00eb t\u00eb dalim n\u00eb teren, sa nuk jemi von\u00eb, e ta kufizojm\u00eb hapsir\u00ebn q\u00eb ta kemi caktuar!\u201d<\/em> – tha Neziri, sepse mund t\u00eb b\u00ebhej mbr\u00ebmje. \u2013 \u201cNe e dim\u00eb se familja juaj nuk ka prer\u00eb kurr\u00eb n\u00eb sektorin ton\u00eb, prandaj ua kemi caktuar nj\u00eb pjes\u00eb t\u00eb madhe mali. Do t\u00eb punoni pak p\u00ebr ne, e shum\u00eb p\u00ebr vete. Ti e di se nd\u00ebrmarrja jon\u00eb ka mbjell\u00eb me g\u00ebllenj nj\u00eb sip\u00ebrfaqe t\u00eb madhe. Po, mali \u00ebsht\u00eb rritur prap\u00eb dhe i ka mbuluar. Ju do ta pastroni at\u00eb pjes\u00eb, duke ndar\u00eb drut\u00eb e zjarrit n\u00eb nj\u00eb an\u00eb e t\u00eb hollat n\u00eb an\u00ebn tjet\u00ebr. T\u00eb parat ua llogaritim dhe do t\u00eb paguani taks\u00ebn p\u00ebrgjegj\u00ebse, t\u00eb tjerat jan\u00eb t\u00eb lira. K\u00ebshtu e kemi vendosur, burr\u00eb i dheut, n\u00eb mbledhje, prandaj erdha bashk\u00eb me Dashin. Tash, na lejo t\u00eb ikim! P\u00ebr t\u00eb mir\u00eb e n\u00eb g\u00ebzime t\u00eb ardhshim. Na ke pritur si miq sht\u00ebpie dhe nuk do ta harrojm\u00eb!”<\/em> – i dha fund Nezir Tupani. Nuk e kisha marr\u00eb me mend nj\u00eb p\u00ebrfundim t\u00eb till\u00eb, edhe po t\u00eb ma hiqnin kok\u00ebn. Aq m\u00eb pak m\u00eb shkonte mendja se ky far\u00eb civili mund t\u00eb ishte funksionar i nd\u00ebrmarrjes s\u00eb pyjeve. U zura pisk, sa mezi i luta t\u00eb pinim edhe nga nj\u00eb got\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“P\u00ebr t\u00eb mir\u00eb e n\u00eb g\u00ebzime!”<\/em> – uroi pas tij edhe Dashi, duke ngritur g\u00ebll\u00ebnk\u00ebn e fundit t\u00eb rakis\u00eb. U fal\u00ebn me filozofin ton\u00eb, t\u00eb cilin e kishin l\u00ebn\u00eb t\u00eb hutuar e t\u00eb befasuar sa nuk dihet, dhe dual\u00ebm.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kur arrit\u00ebm te dyert e oborrit, Neziri m\u00eb ndali:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Shiko, shoku Harun! Ne po shkojm\u00eb n\u00eb pun\u00ebn ton\u00eb, e nuk po ngjitemi fare n\u00eb male. Ne i besojm\u00eb familjes suaj, posa\u00e7\u00ebrisht ty. Fillo t\u00eb hap\u00ebsh malin prej kufirit t\u00eb tok\u00ebs suaj e deri ku ta shoh\u00ebsh t\u00eb ar\u00ebsyeshme. Kur t\u00eb p\u00ebrfundosh, na thirr edhe nj\u00ebher\u00eb. At\u00ebher\u00eb, do t`i numrojm\u00eb drut\u00eb! Vet\u00ebm q\u00eb prerjen ta b\u00ebni t\u00eb past\u00ebr, ashtu si duhet, rrafsh me tok\u00eb, pa i d\u00ebmtuar g\u00ebllenjt e mbjellur. Aty ku e leni k\u00ebt\u00eb vit, mund t\u00eb filloni vitin tjet\u00ebr. Vet\u00ebm q\u00eb t\u00eb mos kemi telashe n\u00eb k\u00ebto an\u00eb!”<\/em>– m\u00eb shpjegoi me z\u00eb t\u00eb ul\u00ebt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

E kuptova nga e folura e tij se ishte vet\u00eb Inspektori.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Shum\u00eb bukur!\u201d<\/em> – u shpreh Dashi. \u2013 \u201cFamilje m\u00eb t\u00eb rregullt se ju nuk njohim!… Jeni nj\u00eb familje m\u00eb njohur n\u00eb k\u00ebto treva!\u201d<\/em> \u2013 e m\u00eb rrahu krahun, para se t\u00eb p\u00ebrsh\u00ebndeshim. Shkuan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nuk m\u00eb mbet tjet\u00ebr, pos t`i p\u00ebrcjell me fjal\u00ebt m\u00eb t\u00eb mira. Edhe pse nuk e kisha ende t\u00eb qart\u00eb si do t\u00eb rridhnin pun\u00ebt, e kuptova se ishim b\u00ebr\u00eb mjaft t\u00eb favorizuar. Por nuk shkuan dy dit\u00eb e mora nj\u00eb m\u00ebsim t\u00eb papritur nga nj\u00eb mik i sht\u00ebpis\u00eb. K\u00ebshtu q\u00eb, problemin e zgjidh\u00ebm fare mir\u00eb. E para, n\u00ebn turrat e rremave pati vend p\u00ebr disa qerre drunj\u00ebsh t\u00eb zjarrit. E dyta, \u00e7do jav\u00eb sillja nga nj\u00eb qerre n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi, t\u00eb p\u00ebrzier me rrema. E treta, m\u00eb e r\u00ebnd\u00ebsishmja, kur e thirra Dash Bungun, e prita me t\u00eb gjitha t\u00eb mirat e zotit. Fatlumturisht, “filozofi” yn\u00eb nuk ndodhej n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi, sepse kishte shkuar n\u00eb provime t\u00eb fakultetit. Kisha shum\u00eb frig\u00eb p\u00ebr ta filluar bised\u00ebn me te. I frigohesha acarimit dhe nuk isha i sigurt\u00eb n\u00ebse e dinte veprimin tim. Ndon\u00ebse fshatar\u00ebt e tjer\u00eb, m\u00eb t\u00eb zot\u00eb, kishin djegur hektar\u00eb t\u00eb pyjeve, e un\u00eb i druaja pjes\u00ebs sime t\u00eb fajit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“I pash\u00eb drut\u00eb…”<\/em> – filloi Dash Bungu, pas nj\u00eb kollitje t\u00eb p\u00ebrs\u00ebritur dhe sa nuk m\u00eb k\u00ebrcei zemra prej kraharorit. I thash\u00eb vetes, ja u b\u00ebre gazi i bot\u00ebs. Fqiu yt ka mbaruar sht\u00ebpi trekat\u00ebshe me l\u00ebnd\u00ebt e maleve t\u00eb shtetit, nd\u00ebrsa ty do t\u00eb nxjerr\u00eb n\u00eb rrug\u00eb Sokol Islami, p\u00ebr pak qerre me dru. Po t\u00eb doli nami p\u00ebr t\u00eb keq, prite pastaj t\u00eb zez\u00ebn!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“I pash\u00eb drut\u00eb dhe i numrova… A di \u00e7ka, shoku Harun! Ne nuk kemi nevoj\u00eb t\u00eb dalim n\u00eb mal. Do t\u00eb paguash p\u00ebr 5 qerre taks\u00eb, dhe mbaroi puna. T\u00ebrheqjen e tyre t\u00eb fundit mund ta b\u00ebsh q\u00eb tani. Ne e dim\u00eb se e keni pisk edhe p\u00ebr dru, edhe p\u00ebr t\u00eb holla. Tham\u00eb me vete: sa ishte gjall\u00eb Mal\u00eb Rezili, nuk u ka r\u00ebn\u00eb t\u00eb shesin asnj\u00eb barr\u00eb dru n\u00eb qytet. K\u00ebshtu q\u00eb vendosem t`i lejom\u00eb edhe nja dy-tri qerre p\u00ebr n\u00eb qytet.”<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Hajde p\u00ebr t\u00eb mir\u00eb e gjithmon\u00eb bashk\u00eb!”<\/em> – shkrepa un\u00eb si reja me bresh\u00ebr. M\u00eb dukej sikur t\u00eb ma kishte sjellur pasurin\u00eb e t\u00ebr\u00eb fshatit n\u00eb oborr. E t`ia shtruam pijes n\u00eb t\u00eb kat\u00ebrdhjet\u00eb e pestat. Paj, kok\u00ebn do ta kisha dh\u00ebn\u00eb se Dash Bungu del m\u00eb i mir\u00eb se i pari. U nxe Dashi midis pijes dhe hapi dritaren. E t`ja krisi me qifte nja dy her\u00eb hava![11]<\/a> Kur u qet\u00ebsua pak vala e gotave, si i nx\u00ebn\u00eb pak n\u00eb faj, pyeti:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“More burr\u00eb, sonte mungon studenti juaj? Ku se pam\u00eb nj\u00ebher\u00eb me sy?!”<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Ka provimet n\u00eb Prishtin\u00eb! Nuk vjen na tri-kat\u00ebr jav\u00eb!”<\/em> – i thash\u00eb me g\u00ebzim, megjith\u00ebse m\u00eb sillj toka rreth e rrotull, nga pija.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Ishte djalosh i mir\u00eb, por nuk kishte haber, n\u00eb disa pun\u00eb!” \u2013 <\/em>shtoi pas pak.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Ashtu asht qebesa!\u201d<\/em> – ia miratova. \u2013 \u201cE kan\u00eb d\u00ebmtuar pak librat!”<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Po k\u00ebshtu e kan\u00eb disa shkollar\u00eb. E shohin jet\u00ebn n\u00ebp\u00ebr syze e nuk ia din\u00eb ngjyrat e sakta… Jeta m\u00eb von\u00eb i sprovon edhe ata!”<\/em> – shpjegoj Dashi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Sigurisht!\u201d <\/em>– ia v\u00ebrtetova. \u2013 \u201cVie dita e p\u00ebrplasen vet\u00eb me realitetin!”<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Pas nj\u00eb heshtje t\u00eb shkurt\u00ebr, mendja m\u00eb shkoi te \u00e7\u00ebshtja e Mal\u00eb Rezilit. Kisha d\u00ebshir\u00eb t\u00eb dija pak m\u00eb shum\u00eb lidhur me at\u00eb far\u00eb \u201cratifikimi\u201d t\u00eb tij.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“More burr\u00eb!\u201d<\/em> – i thirra. \u2013 \u201cPo m\u00eb vie keq t\u00eb t\u00eb pyes, por, nj\u00eb njeri t\u00eb men\u00e7ur si ty, ndoshta nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb e tep\u00ebrt ta pyesish. Nuk e kuptova mir\u00eb her\u00ebn e par\u00eb, pse zhvillohej ai far\u00eb \u201cratifikimi\u201d n\u00eb nd\u00ebrmarrjen tuaj. M\u00eb intereson ta di \u00e7far\u00eb roli ka \u201cra-ti-fi-ki-mi\u201d, me dosjen e tij?”<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Me ta than\u00eb vllaznisht, \u00ebsht\u00eb krejt formal!\u201d<\/em> – m\u00eb shpjegoi ai. \u2013 \u201cKjo le t\u00eb mbetet vet\u00ebm midis nesh! Nd\u00ebrmarrja jon\u00eb kishte nevoj\u00eb t\u00eb gj\u00ebj\u00eb nj\u00eb fajtor p\u00ebr t\u00eb mbuluar gabimet. K\u00ebshtu, vdi\u00e7 Mala e u hap dosja mbi Mal\u00ebn. Po t\u00eb mos e b\u00ebnte vet\u00eb nd\u00ebrmarrja, kush e di ku do t\u00eb shkonte puna. K\u00ebshtu, krijuam nj\u00eb komision reformues dhe ia besuam \u00e7\u00ebshtjen. Tash, kjo pun\u00eb mbyllet n\u00eb nj\u00eb dosje q\u00eb mban\u00eb nj\u00eb em\u00ebr e mbiem\u00ebr, t\u00eb cilit, n\u00eb fund t\u00eb fundit, nuk ka kush \u00e7ka t`i b\u00ebj\u00eb! Ai i shkreti, ka shkuar n\u00eb tjet\u00ebr bot\u00eb!”<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Po sikur that\u00eb se drejtori \u00ebsht\u00eb v\u00ebn\u00eb n\u00eb maje t\u00eb thumbit!”<\/em> – e pyeta prap.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Kjo ka t\u00eb b\u00ebj\u00eb vet\u00ebm me emrimin e s\u00ebrish\u00ebm si drejtor. Sikur t\u00eb mos b\u00ebnte nj\u00ebfar\u00eb autokritike, nuk do t\u00eb zgjidhej p\u00ebrs\u00ebri. Do ta transferonin diku tjet\u00ebr. K\u00ebshtu, atij i thuhet: ti e ke pranuar fajin; gjendjen e di; pun\u00ebtor\u00ebt i njeh; shkolla dhe p\u00ebrvoja nuk t\u00eb mungojn\u00eb; urdh\u00ebro e nxirre prej kriz\u00ebs k\u00ebt\u00eb nd\u00ebrmarrje p\u00ebr k\u00ebto kat\u00ebr vjet\u00eb t\u00eb tjera! A e kuptove pse ndodh\u00eb e gjith\u00eb kjo poter\u00eb?!”<\/em> – mi rrahu supet miq\u00ebsisht Dashi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“P\u00ebr zot\u00ebn, i kuptova fort mir\u00eb! Madje t\u00eb gjitha! Ai q\u00eb mbaron vegshin, mbaron edhe veg\u00ebn!” <\/em>\u2013 shtova i bindur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Taman<\/em>[12]<\/strong><\/em><\/a> k\u00ebshtu! Prej t\u00eb men\u00e7urit, m\u00ebsohet! \u00c7\u00ebshtje e holl\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb politika. Ajo fillon prej fshatit, ku udh\u00ebheq ti, e deri n\u00eb Kryesin\u00eb e Kuvendit Ekzekutiv Federativ. Format ndryshojn\u00eb, por, teknika \u00ebsht\u00eb e ngjashme!”<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

“T\u00eb lumt\u00eb goja! P\u00ebr zot\u00ebn, m\u00eb ke hy n\u00eb zem\u00ebr, si shtat\u00eb her\u00eb v\u00eblla! Nj\u00eb gj\u00eb po ta them: der\u00ebn time e ke t\u00eb hapur si n\u00eb gjysm\u00eb t\u00eb nat\u00ebs, si n\u00eb pik\u00eb t\u00eb dit\u00ebs!”<\/em> – dhe ia zgjata dor\u00ebn.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ai e kuptoi fort mir\u00eb fjal\u00ebn time. Mu afrua te veshi e m\u00eb tha:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Dora dor\u00ebn e lan\u00eb, por t\u00eb dyja bashk\u00eb e lajn\u00eb fytyr\u00ebn! Edhe ti je n\u00eb midis t\u00eb zemr\u00ebs sime! E imja \u00ebsht\u00eb e jotja, dhe e jotja \u00ebsht\u00eb e imja, pos nderit t\u00eb familjes! N\u00eb qoft\u00eb se ta hedh dikush, m\u00eb bie mbi fytyr\u00ebn time!”…<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Pas pak, u ngrit e shkoi, me p\u00ebrcjellje t\u00eb p\u00ebrzem\u00ebrta. Kur erdhi pas disa dit\u00ebve student Rifati n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi, ende pa i ngrohur mir\u00eb duart, na tregoi se Latifi e kishte nxjerr\u00eb pensionin e bab\u00ebs s\u00eb tij!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Pensionin e Mal\u00ebs, a?!”<\/em> – e pyeta un\u00eb, sikur nuk dija asgj\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“T\u00eb Mal\u00ebs pra, se t\u00eb kujt mendove!”<\/em> – e p\u00ebrplasi hidh\u00ebrimin e tij.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Po a nuk ishte ai far\u00eb ra…ra…ratifikimi, n\u00eb proces?”<\/em> \u2013 e pyeta s\u00ebrish.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Ishte, ishte, por vet\u00ebm sa p\u00ebr t\u00eb mbyllur nj\u00eb etap\u00eb!”<\/em> – shpjegoi Rifati.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“\u00c7`thua more?! Po a se d\u00ebgjove Dash Bungun \u00e7ka foli at\u00eb dit\u00eb?!”<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Lere Dashin o bac\u00eb, se ia kalojke pararend\u00ebsit t\u00eb vet! Idiot m\u00eb t\u00eb madh nuk kam par\u00eb n\u00eb k\u00ebto an\u00eb!”<\/em> – shp\u00ebrtheu revolt\u00ebn e tij.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“P\u00ebr injoranc\u00ebn t\u00ebnde, qebesa, po! P\u00ebr pak sa nuk na l\u00eb pa pik\u00eb druri! E me \u00e7ka po nxehesh?!” <\/em>– iu k\u00ebrc\u00ebnova, pak m\u00eb seriozisht.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Nuk u l\u00eb pa dru ai, sepse \u00ebsht\u00eb koha juaj! I t\u00ebr\u00eb ndryshimi q\u00ebndron se n\u00eb vend t\u00eb Mal\u00ebs, \u00ebsht\u00eb Dashi. Prap k\u00ebndohet e nj\u00ebjta k\u00ebng\u00eb! Ku ta di, ndonj\u00eb dit\u00eb, rast\u00ebsisht, p\u00ebrmbytet kjo bot\u00eb dhe u z\u00eb p\u00ebrfundi! Vet\u00ebm se at\u00ebher\u00eb mund t\u00eb mos k\u00ebndohet avazi<\/em>[13]<\/strong><\/em><\/a> i vjet\u00ebr! P\u00ebrndryshe, prap do ta keni ju, n\u00eb duart tuaja!”<\/em> – tha plot zhg\u00ebnjim e heshti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

K\u00ebshtu, e mbyll\u00ebm k\u00ebt\u00eb \u00e7\u00ebshtje n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb ton\u00eb…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Plaku, filloi t\u00eb adaptohet me t\u00eb reja e nuk flaste, si dikur. Strukej rreth oxhakut e mendohej. V\u00ebllai, vazhdonte studimet. T\u00eb tjer\u00ebt, m\u00eb d\u00ebgjonin edhe m\u00eb tutje, plot kujdes. Erdhi koha dhe u b\u00ebra \u201czot i sht\u00ebpis\u00eb\u201d…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kjo gj\u00eb q\u00eb ua tregova un\u00eb, ishte nj\u00eb p\u00ebrrall\u00eb e bukur p\u00ebr reformat e nj\u00eb nd\u00ebrmarrje; e nd\u00ebrmarrjes s\u00eb pyjeve dhe t\u00eb vet sistemit…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Flitej shum\u00eb, prej fshatit ton\u00eb e n\u00eb kryeqytet! Ndoshta, k\u00ebshtu ia b\u00ebnte vet\u00eb shteti. Kush e di. Si\u00e7 thuhet: p\u00ebrralla n\u00eb shkall\u00eb…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

E ku \u00ebsht\u00eb e mira!…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Morin\u00eb, 21.03.1985,<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Edhe nj\u00eb shk\u00ebputje nga autobiografia<\/strong>:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Edhe ky tregim ishte shtypur me \u201cPanasonic-Writer\u201d, i cili dihet se ishte marr\u00eb nga veglat e pushtetit serbo-sllav dhe shqiptar. K\u00ebt\u00eb gj\u00eb e kam v\u00ebn\u00eb n\u00eb fund t\u00eb tregimit paraprak \u201cMbi majet e artit\u201d dhe po e plot\u00ebsoj.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tregimi \u00ebsht\u00eb dashur p\u00ebrs\u00ebri t\u00eb daktilografohet n\u00eb Kronb\u00fchl, m\u00eb 1996, si dhe t\u00eb korigjohet m\u00eb von\u00eb. Tregimi ishte ironiko-satirik. E mendova se ky tregim nuk do t\u00eb kuptohej aq leht\u00eb. E mora nga vendlindja dhe e d\u00ebrgova n\u00eb per\u00ebndim, me ikjet nga pushteti, gjoja \u201cme q\u00ebllim t\u00eb pun\u00ebs\u201d. T\u00eb tjerat i lash\u00eb n\u00eb Morin\u00eb, Gjakov\u00eb, Kosov\u00eb.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Po e them edhe nj\u00ebher\u00eb se i kisha m\u00eb shum\u00eb se 1500 faqe A4, proz\u00eb, romane, e sh\u00ebnime, t\u00eb cilat, n\u00eb pjes\u00ebn d\u00ebrmuese ishin fshehur n\u00ebn podrumin e dhom\u00ebs sime, n\u00eb nj\u00eb strehim n\u00ebntok\u00ebsor, t\u00eb punuar me beton, e d\u00ebrrasat e vedosura mbi te. Mbi to, ishte i shtrir\u00eb tepihu dhe gj\u00ebrat e tjera apo orendit\u00eb. Gjat\u00eb luft\u00ebs s\u00eb U\u00c7K-s\u00eb, sht\u00ebpia ime ishte pla\u00e7kitur apo ishte djegur e t\u00ebra, deri n\u00eb themele. N\u00ebp\u00ebr rr\u00ebnoja, i gjeta tre shufra t\u00eb gjata hekuri, pik\u00ebrisht n\u00eb strehimore. Me to ishin shpupuritur flet\u00ebt e djeguara, deri n\u00eb hi.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kush ka qen\u00eb aty, mendoj se Nj\u00ebsia Speciale e Beogradit, mund t\u00eb thot\u00eb. A jan\u00eb marr\u00eb disa shkrime t\u00eb mia me vete apo jo, k\u00ebt\u00eb mund ta din\u00eb vet\u00ebm ata!…<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nga fjal\u00ebt e b\u00ebra me komandantin e nj\u00ebsitit t\u00eb Morin\u00ebs, disa her\u00eb radhazi, kishin \u201cshp\u00ebtuar\u201d thesarret e sht\u00ebpive disa an\u00ebtar\u00eb t\u00eb nj\u00ebsis\u00eb s\u00eb Morin\u00ebs, p.sh. Demir\u00ebt, por, vet\u00ebm t\u00eb miat shkuan kot! Ato qen\u00eb shkrime! Kush ishte kund\u00ebr tyre, nuk po e shqyrtoj! Por, m\u00eb dhimbsen shum\u00eb si pjes\u00eb e pandar\u00eb e imja!…<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nj\u00eb gj\u00eb po ua them: pas burgosjes n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi; disa her\u00eb t\u00eb ndaljes me k\u00ebt\u00eb q\u00ebllim (patrullim, sikur dinte t\u00eb b\u00ebj\u00eb vet\u00ebm milicia jugosllave!), n\u00eb qytet apo n\u00eb fshat; si dhe t\u00eb burgosjes n\u00eb rrethin\u00ebn e Mariborit t\u00eb Sllovenis\u00eb, m\u00eb 1984-1985, etj. e v\u00ebrejta se disponimi armiq\u00ebsor i pushtetit serbo-titist e kishte arritur kulmin e vet. Duhet t\u00eb ruhesha edhe prej t\u00eb mijve, sikurse prej t\u00eb tjer\u00ebve. As v\u00ebllez\u00ebrit e mi nuk e dinin ku shkuan flet\u00ebt e shkruara; as gruaja e f\u00ebmij\u00ebt e mi, deri n\u00eb luft\u00ebn e U\u00c7K-s\u00eb.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Thesar\u00ebt q\u00eb i shp\u00ebtuan me bure t\u00eb plastik\u00ebs, sikurse e ruanim turshin\u00eb e lakrat e rasojit edhe ne, nuk e di sakt\u00ebsisht se ku e morr\u00ebn vesh ata q\u00eb t`i \u201cshp\u00ebtojn\u00eb\u201d gj\u00ebrat e tyre. Un\u00eb kam biseduar vet\u00ebm me Komandatin dhe me askend tjet\u00ebr!…<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Si\u00e7 e tregon niveli i k\u00ebtij tregimi, edhe m\u00eb mir\u00eb do t\u00eb kishin qen\u00eb t\u00eb shkruara faqet e tjera. Do t`i kisha korigjuar nga pak edhe ato dhe do t\u00eb qen\u00eb maft faqe.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ka qen\u00eb m\u00eb v\u00ebshtir\u00eb t\u00eb mos e gj\u00ebsh rinin\u00eb e djal\u00ebrin\u00eb e shkuar me shkrime, n\u00eb vend se t`i g\u00ebzoj ato vite me \u201cgj\u00ebra t\u00eb tjera\u201d, p.sh. si t\u00eb gjith\u00eb djemt\u00eb! E nuk mund t\u00eb ipeshe pas \u201cgj\u00ebrave t\u00eb tjera\u201d, kur ishe dh\u00ebn\u00eb pas shkrimit t\u00eb proz\u00ebs dhe pun\u00ebs konspirative t\u00eb liris\u00eb e t\u00eb bashkimit t\u00eb kombit shqiptar.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u00eb t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb, k\u00ebto dy prirje, k\u00ebrkonin shum\u00eb m\u00eb tep\u00ebr se koh\u00ebn \u201ce lir\u00eb\u201d. Rinin\u00eb e djal\u00ebrin\u00eb e kam shnd\u00ebrruar n\u00eb shkrime t\u00eb proz\u00ebs, por edhe ato mu dogj\u00ebn!…<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

@ b.a.m<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

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[1]<\/a> Edhe k\u00ebt\u00eb fjal\u00eb e l\u00ebm\u00eb se \u201e\u00ebsht\u00eb prej turqishtes\u201c: sjellje<\/em>. Por fjala \u00ebsht\u00eb e krijuar prej dy fjal\u00ebsh shqipe: si+fat<\/em><\/strong> (si, sikur, dhe fat=i fatit t\u00eb sjelljes)<\/em>. Kjo fjal\u00eb kuptohet n\u00eb shqipe dhe nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb \u201ee huaj\u201c<\/em>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

[2]<\/a> Zor, zort, geg\u00ebrisht, n\u00eb v\u00ebshtir\u00ebsi, \u201evet\u00ebm Zoti mund t\u00eb t\u00eb ndihmoj\u201c<\/em>. Pra, ajo \u00ebsht\u00eb zort<\/em>, prej Zotit, por ka r\u00ebn\u00eb \u201et\u201c-ja, n\u00eb fund t\u00eb fjal\u00ebs.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

[3]<\/a> Geg\u00ebrisht: d\u00ebshir\u00ebn.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

[4]<\/a> E p\u00ebrdorur n\u00eb popull, si fjal\u00eb e huaj, q\u00eb do t\u00eb thot\u00eb: i marr\u00eb. Ndersa \u201ehy\u201c<\/em> \u00ebsht\u00eb si thirrje, piskam\u00eb, q\u00eb do t\u00eb thot\u00eb se \u00ebsht\u00eb i \u00e7uditur me fjal\u00ebt e nj\u00eb budallai, njeriut q\u00eb nuk di \u00e7ka thot\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

[5]<\/a> Turqisht, nga hayvan= kafsh\u00eb<\/em>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

[6]<\/a> Turqisht, zevahir= dukje<\/em>, por xhevahir, n\u00ebnkupton n\u00eb t\u00eb folmen ton\u00eb diamant, gur i \u00e7muesh\u00ebm, etj.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

[7]<\/a> Si duket, \u00ebsht\u00eb prej gjuh\u00ebve t\u00eb huaja e t\u00eb Lindjes. N\u00eb turqisht, gj\u00ebndet fjala veri<\/em>\u015f<\/em>=dhurim<\/em>. Allish-verish, n\u00ebnkupton marradh\u00ebniet me t\u00eb tjer\u00eb, me dh\u00ebnie e marrje; me nd\u00ebrrimin e gj\u00ebrave dhe t\u00eb raporteve.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

[8]<\/a> Turqisht: lajme, kumt, njoftime<\/em>. E folmja popullore \u00ebsht\u00eb zhargon, me fjal\u00eb t\u00eb huaja, n\u00eb vend se t\u00eb p\u00ebrdor\u00eb fjal\u00eb shqipe. Pra, p\u00ebr t`u shitur se \u00ebsht\u00eb \u201em\u00eb i madh\u201c<\/em>, si i pushtetit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

[9]<\/a> Spor=e askujt, nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb i k\u00ebtij dhe as i atij<\/em>. P\u00ebr mendimin tim, \u00ebsht\u00eb fjal\u00eb e dialektit geg\u00eb: \u201cs`\u201d=nuk; por=p\u00ebr<\/em>. Pra, nuk i takon me ligj as k\u00ebtij dhe as atij, por e merr shteti. Nj\u00eb \u00e7\u00ebshtje e pa zgjidhur me ligj nga ish pronar\u00ebt e deklaruar, apo shteti e k\u00ebrkonte me ligj dhe d\u00ebshironte t`ia hjek atyre pron\u00ebn e ta marr\u00eb mbi vete. N\u00eb fakt, ky \u00ebsht\u00eb q\u00ebllim i zhvatjes \u201csocialiste e vetqeveris\u00ebse\u201d<\/em>\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

[10]<\/a> Ratifikimi vjen nga fjal\u00ebt ratifikoj<\/em> dhe ratifikohet<\/em>. N\u00eb t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb, p\u00ebrdoret n\u00eb relacion nd\u00ebrkomb\u00ebtar, por \u201csocializmi vetqeveris\u00ebs\u201d<\/em> i dha karakter t\u00eb vetvetes, t\u00eb mbrendsh\u00ebm, ligjor. Ratifikimi jep fuqi ligjore nj\u00eb trektati a nj\u00eb marr\u00ebveshje nderkomb\u00ebtare, t\u00eb lidhur nga p\u00ebrfaq\u00ebsuesit e plot\u00ebfuqish\u00ebm t\u00eb nj\u00eb shteti me shtetin tjet\u00ebr, apo t\u00eb disa shteteve. Por \u201csocializmi- vetqeveris\u00ebs\u201d<\/em> i b\u00ebnte shum\u00eb gj\u00ebra t\u00eb nivelit t\u00eb vet.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

[11]<\/a> Turqisht: n\u00eb aj\u00ebr.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

[12]<\/a> Turqisht: tamam=n\u00eb t\u00ebr\u00ebsi; i kryer, plot\u00ebsisht<\/em>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

[13]<\/a> Turqisht: avaz=z\u00ebri, zani<\/em>.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Nga Brahim AVDYLI: (tregim ironiko-satirik) Familja jon\u00eb ishte pothuajse e vetmja familje n\u00eb fshat, e cila, nj\u00ebfar\u00eb parimi t\u00eb saj nuk po e ndryshonte. Ky far\u00eb parimi mbeti p\u00ebrgjat\u00eb vitesh i pandryshuar. Ai kishte t\u00eb b\u00ebnte me p\u00ebrfaq\u00ebsuesit direkt t\u00eb pushtetit dhe babain, n\u00eb saje t\u00eb q\u00ebndrimit t\u00eb tij rigoroz. Atij, kurrsesi nuk mund t`ia […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":18786,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_seopress_robots_primary_cat":"","_seopress_titles_title":"","_seopress_titles_desc":"","_seopress_robots_index":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[2,12],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-28019","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-aktualitet","category-opinione"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ulqini-online.com\/sajti\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/28019","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ulqini-online.com\/sajti\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ulqini-online.com\/sajti\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ulqini-online.com\/sajti\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ulqini-online.com\/sajti\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=28019"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/ulqini-online.com\/sajti\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/28019\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":28020,"href":"https:\/\/ulqini-online.com\/sajti\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/28019\/revisions\/28020"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ulqini-online.com\/sajti\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/18786"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ulqini-online.com\/sajti\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=28019"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ulqini-online.com\/sajti\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=28019"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ulqini-online.com\/sajti\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=28019"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}