{"id":26608,"date":"2020-08-16T11:14:23","date_gmt":"2020-08-16T09:14:23","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/ulqini-online.com\/sajti\/?p=26608"},"modified":"2020-08-16T11:14:23","modified_gmt":"2020-08-16T09:14:23","slug":"lunita-1993-biseda-telefonike-ne-anglisht-e-gazetarit-alberto-crespi-me-bekim-fehmiun-shqiptarin-nga-kosova-i-lindur-ne-sarajeve-jeta-e-te-cilit-nuk-eshte-e-lehte-ne-serbine-e-sotme","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ulqini-online.com\/sajti\/?p=26608","title":{"rendered":"L\u2019UNIT\u00c0 (1993) \/ BISEDA TELEFONIKE N\u00cb ANGLISHT E GAZETARIT ALBERTO CRESPI ME BEKIM FEHMIUN, SHQIPTARIN NGA KOSOVA, I LINDUR N\u00cb SARAJEV\u00cb, JETA E T\u00cb CILIT NUK \u00cbSHT\u00cb E LEHT\u00cb N\u00cb SERBIN\u00cb E SOTME"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

L\u2019UNIT\u00c0 (1993) \/ BISEDA TELEFONIKE N\u00cb ANGLISHT E GAZETARIT ALBERTO CRESPI ME BEKIM FEHMIUN, SHQIPTARIN NGA KOSOVA, I LINDUR N\u00cb SARAJEV\u00cb, JETA E T\u00cb CILIT NUK \u00cbSHT\u00cb E LEHT\u00cb N\u00cb SERBIN\u00cb E SOTME<\/h1>\n\n\n\n
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Nga <\/strong>Aurenc Bebja<\/strong><\/a>*, Franc\u00eb \u2013 15 Gusht 2020<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cL\u2019Unit\u00e0\u201d ka botuar, t\u00eb h\u00ebn\u00ebn e 30 gushtit 1993, n\u00eb faqen n\u00b08, bised\u00ebn telefonike t\u00eb aktorit t\u00eb famsh\u00ebm shqiptar Bekim Fehmiut me gazetarin italian Alberto Crespi, t\u00eb cil\u00ebn, Aurenc Bebja, n\u00ebp\u00ebrmjet Blogut \u201c<\/strong>Dars (Klos), Mat \u2013 Albania<\/strong><\/a>\u201d, e ka sjell\u00eb p\u00ebr publikun shqiptar :<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Aventura e v\u00ebrtet\u00eb e Uliksit<\/u><\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Nj\u00eb dit\u00eb m\u00eb par\u00eb, Raitre filloi t\u00eb shfaq\u00eb Odisen\u00eb e vjet\u00ebr t\u00eb Franco Rossi-it. K\u00ebshtu, keni mundur t\u00eb shihni Uliksin, ose Bekim Fehmiun, nj\u00eb aktor q\u00eb u b\u00eb shum\u00eb i njohur 25 vite m\u00eb par\u00eb fal\u00eb k\u00ebsaj \u201cshfaqje \u2013 drame\u201d t\u00eb shk\u00eblqyeshme dhe me fat. Por \u00e7far\u00eb ndodhi me Bekim Fehmiun ? Ai jeton n\u00eb Beograd, dhe si nj\u00eb shqiptar nga Kosova, i lindur n\u00eb Sarajev\u00eb, jeta e tij nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb e leht\u00eb n\u00eb Serbin\u00eb e sotme. Le ta d\u00ebgjojm\u00eb sesi e tregon at\u00eb.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2026Biseda me t\u00eb n\u00ebp\u00ebrmjet telefonit ishte nj\u00ebkoh\u00ebsisht emocionuese dhe frustruese :<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201c<\/strong>Familja ime vjen nga Kosova, nga nj\u00eb qytet q\u00eb ka dy emra : nj\u00eb shqiptar, Gjakov\u00eb dhe nj\u00eb \u201csllav\u201d, Giakovica. Babai im ishte f\u00ebmij\u00eb i vet\u00ebm dhe pati studiuar n\u00eb Shkup, Maqedoni. Ai ishte m\u00ebsues. Gjat\u00eb gjith\u00eb rinis\u00eb s\u00eb tij ai luftoi kund\u00ebr turqve, si me pushk\u00eb, ashtu edhe me libra. Q\u00ebllimi i tij, si m\u00ebsues, ka qen\u00eb gjithmon\u00eb t\u2019iu jap\u00eb njer\u00ebzve tan\u00eb njohuri, krenarin\u00eb e identitetit t\u00eb tyre kulturor. Ai gjithmon\u00eb ka punuar p\u00ebr t\u00eb hapur shkolla ku mund t\u00eb studiohet gjuha jon\u00eb shqipe. N\u00eb 1972 shkova n\u00eb Shqip\u00ebri dhe n\u00eb nj\u00eb arkiv n\u00eb Shkod\u00ebr zbulova se babai im ishte d\u00ebnuar me vdekje nga serb\u00ebt dy her\u00eb, n\u00eb 1914 dhe 1917. M\u00eb 1929 u martua me n\u00ebn\u00ebn time dhe dy jav\u00eb m\u00eb von\u00eb ata u internuan (u d\u00ebbuan). T\u00eb gjith\u00eb familjen e fut\u00ebn n\u00eb nj\u00eb tren, dhe e d\u00ebrguan n\u00eb Sarajev\u00eb. Un\u00eb kam lindur atje, n\u00eb qytetin q\u00eb sot \u00ebsht\u00eb simbol i hipokrizis\u00eb bot\u00ebrore.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Babai dhe n\u00ebna ime ishin me fat n\u00eb krahasim me t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt : ata mbijetuan. Kur isha tre vje\u00e7, n\u00eb 1939, u kthyem n\u00eb Shqip\u00ebri, dhe n\u00eb 1941 u transferuam n\u00eb Kosov\u00eb, n\u00eb Prizren, i cili sipas Le Corbusier ishte qyteti m\u00eb i bukur n\u00eb bot\u00eb.<\/em> M\u00eb n\u00eb fund ishim n\u00eb tok\u00ebn ton\u00eb. Aty u rrit familja jon\u00eb : tet\u00eb f\u00ebmij\u00eb, kat\u00ebr djem dhe kat\u00ebr vajza. Jeta ishte e qet\u00eb p\u00ebr shum\u00eb vite. Babai im jepte m\u00ebsim, un\u00eb flisja shqip n\u00eb familje, por kurr\u00eb, nuk them kurr\u00eb se i shoh serb\u00ebt dhe malazez\u00ebt si armiq.<\/em> Un\u00eb gjithmon\u00eb kam menduar se ka njer\u00ebz t\u00eb mir\u00eb dhe njer\u00ebz t\u00eb k\u00ebqij n\u00eb t\u00eb gjitha racat dhe t\u00eb gjitha fet\u00eb, dhe un\u00eb ende mendoj k\u00ebshtu.<\/em> Asnj\u00ebher\u00eb nuk m\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb dashur t\u00eb fshihem se jam shqiptar, dhe kur shkova n\u00eb Beograd n\u00eb vitin 1957 m\u00eb duhej t\u00eb m\u00ebsoja m\u00eb mir\u00eb gjuh\u00ebn serbo-kroate p\u00ebr t\u00eb hyr\u00eb n\u00eb Akademi, por isha i pari aktor shqiptar q\u00eb recitoja (aktroja) n\u00eb historin\u00eb e teatrit jugosllav.<\/em> Beogradi ishte nj\u00eb qytet i bukur dhe nj\u00eb metropol i shk\u00eblqyesh\u00ebm, i hapur p\u00ebr t\u00eb gjitha ndikimet m\u00eb moderne dhe t\u00eb gjalla kulturore.<\/em> Nje shembull ? The Caretaker e Pinter-it (Harold) pati shfaqjen e tij t\u00eb par\u00eb jasht\u00eb vendit, jasht\u00eb Londr\u00ebs, n\u00eb Beograd n\u00eb 1959, dhe un\u00eb interpretova atje, n\u00eb Atelier 212, teatrin ku un\u00eb punoja. Sot, Beogradi \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb qytet i trisht\u00eb.<\/em> T\u00eb rinjt\u00eb dhe intelektual\u00ebt largohen. M\u00eb t\u00eb bukurit, m\u00eb inteligjent\u00ebt, largohen. E gjith\u00eb puna jon\u00eb, puna e t\u00eb gjith\u00eb artist\u00ebve, \u00ebsht\u00eb shkat\u00ebrruar.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Megjithat\u00eb un\u00eb jam k\u00ebtu. Dhe nuk po iki.<\/em> Nga viti 1981 e tutje jeta ime ka qen\u00eb ferr. Sepse at\u00ebher\u00eb filloi urrejtja, n\u00eb Kosov\u00eb, ndaj shqiptar\u00ebve, por at\u00ebher\u00eb askush jasht\u00eb vendit nuk e kuptoi se \u00e7far\u00eb do t\u00eb ndodhte, askush nuk kujdesej p\u00ebr Kosov\u00ebn! Por ne e dinim shum\u00eb mir\u00eb se \u00e7far\u00eb do t\u00eb ndodhte. Tragjedia ishte n\u00eb rritje, ngadal\u00eb, n\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb t\u00eb pashpjegueshme, nuk mund t\u00eb punoja m\u00eb. As q\u00eb mund t\u00eb mendoja p\u00ebr aktrimin.<\/em> Hyra n\u00eb nj\u00eb periudh\u00eb depresioni shum\u00eb t\u00eb r\u00ebnd\u00eb. Kam menduar shum\u00eb her\u00eb t\u00eb vras veten. Mbase, ti v\u00eb flak\u00ebn vetes n\u00eb shesh!<\/em> Ndoshta do t\u00eb kishte ndihmuar, ose mbase jo, kush e di? Depresioni sapo p\u00ebrfundoi. K\u00ebtu n\u00eb Beograd jeta p\u00ebr nj\u00eb shqiptar nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb e leht\u00eb, por nuk mund ta mohoj se, duke qen\u00eb aktori m\u00eb i famsh\u00ebm n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb vend, un\u00eb jetoj m\u00eb mir\u00eb se t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt.<\/em> Un\u00eb mb\u00ebshtes f\u00ebmij\u00ebt e t\u00eb af\u00ebrmve t\u00eb mi n\u00eb shkoll\u00eb, t\u00eb cil\u00ebt p\u00ebrndryshe nuk do t\u00eb kishin mund\u00ebsi t\u00eb studionin.<\/em> Ndihem si dikush q\u00eb ka udh\u00ebtuar n\u00ebp\u00ebr ferr, si Dante. Tani jam n\u00eb purgator. Por ferri vazhdon rreth meje.<\/em> Disa dit\u00eb m\u00eb par\u00eb isha n\u00eb Kosov\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb vizituar t\u00eb af\u00ebrmit e mi. Situata \u00ebsht\u00eb absurde. Mund t\u00eb shp\u00ebrthej\u00eb n\u00eb \u00e7do moment. N\u00eb \u00e7do moment jeni n\u00eb prag t\u00eb masakr\u00ebs.<\/em> Shqiptar\u00ebt trajtohen si skllev\u00ebr, pushohen nga puna, nuk kan\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb ngr\u00ebn\u00eb.<\/em> Por, duket e jasht\u00ebzakonshme, ekziston t\u00eb pakt\u00ebn nj\u00eb gj\u00eb e bukur n\u00eb Kosov\u00eb, p\u00ebr mendimin tim. Nuk ka urrejtje.<\/em> Ndoshta serb\u00ebt po e kuptojn\u00eb ngadal\u00eb se shqiptar\u00ebt nuk jan\u00eb \u201carmiku\u201d.Ka atje 50.000 polic\u00eb, por nuk ka incidente.<\/em> Ndoshta shqiptar\u00ebt do t\u00eb jen\u00eb t\u00eb men\u00e7ur si n\u00eb fund t\u00eb Luft\u00ebs s\u00eb Dyt\u00eb Bot\u00ebrore, ku pati masakra dhe hakmarrje n\u00eb Bosnje dhe Kroaci, por jo n\u00eb Kosov\u00eb.<\/em> Shpesh mendoj i leht\u00ebsuar se N\u00ebn\u00eb Tereza e Kalkut\u00ebs \u00ebsht\u00eb shqiptare, dhe se mbase nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb rast\u00ebsi.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00cbsht\u00eb gjithashtu e v\u00ebshtir\u00eb p\u00ebr ne t\u00eb shpjegojm\u00eb se \u00e7far\u00eb ndodhi n\u00eb vendin ton\u00eb.<\/em> Frojdi na m\u00ebson se instinkti p\u00ebr t\u00eb vrar\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb gjithmon\u00eb i pranish\u00ebm te njeriu, por Jung dhe Adler thon\u00eb t\u00eb kund\u00ebrt\u00ebn, un\u00eb mendoj se njeriu \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb krijes\u00eb e re, krahasuar me epok\u00ebn e k\u00ebtij planeti.<\/em> Ne sapo kemi filluar t\u00eb \u00e7lirojm\u00eb veten nga instinktet e kafsh\u00ebve. Por un\u00eb gjithashtu mendoj se bota \u00ebsht\u00eb hipokrite. Se kushdo q\u00eb p\u00ebrfiton nga k\u00ebto masakra \u00ebsht\u00eb hipokrit.<\/em> Evropa dhe bota po lejojn\u00eb di\u00e7ka q\u00eb nuk ka ndodhur kurr\u00eb m\u00eb par\u00eb: q\u00eb Sarajeva \u00ebsht\u00eb rrethuar prej dy vitesh, Sarajeva, qyteti i tre feve dhe t\u00eb tre racave, t\u00eb cilat ende jetojn\u00eb s\u00eb bashku, dhe ky \u00ebsht\u00eb paradoksi.<\/em> Utopia e Sarajev\u00ebs nuk ka vdekur, sepse un\u00eb njoh shum\u00eb njer\u00ebz atje, q\u00eb jan\u00eb t\u00eb racave dhe feve t\u00eb ndryshme dhe q\u00eb vazhdojn\u00eb, edhe n\u00eb k\u00ebto koh\u00eb t\u00eb err\u00ebta, t\u00eb respektojn\u00eb nj\u00ebri-tjetrin.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Un\u00eb nuk kam nj\u00eb shpjegim politik. Sigurisht, pyes veten se kush d\u00ebshiroi ta shkat\u00ebrroj\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb vend, Jugosllavin\u00eb, q\u00eb ishte maja e ekuilibrit midis Lindjes dhe Per\u00ebndimit.<\/em> Edhe n\u00ebse nuk jam politikan, i p\u00ebrgjigjem vetes n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb: kishte vet\u00ebm nj\u00eb imperializ\u00ebm n\u00eb Evrop\u00eb, ai Sovjetik.<\/em> Gorba\u00e7ovi e rr\u00ebzoi at\u00eb dhe si mund ta mbaj\u00eb (luaj\u00eb) rolin e saj Rusia e re?<\/em> Duke filluar (nxitur) nj\u00eb luft\u00eb n\u00eb Evrop\u00eb.<\/em> N\u00ebse kjo luft\u00eb do t\u00eb p\u00ebrfundoj\u00eb, Rusia \u00ebsht\u00eb jasht\u00eb loje. N\u00ebse vazhdon, Rusia e ruan fuqin\u00eb, duke e mbajtur Serbin\u00eb n\u00eb orbit\u00ebn e saj nd\u00ebrsa Kroacia tani \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb vend satelitor i Gjermanis\u00eb. \u00cbsht\u00eb si n\u00eb 1912.<\/em> Ne u kthyem pas nj\u00eb shekull.<\/em> Gjithmon\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb loja e fuqive t\u00eb m\u00ebdha n\u00eb l\u00ebkur\u00ebn e njer\u00ebzve t\u00eb varf\u00ebr, dhe \u00ebsht\u00eb vet\u00ebm fillimi, bota \u00ebsht\u00eb e vog\u00ebl dhe koha \u00ebsht\u00eb e shkurt\u00ebr, dhe nuk dua t\u00eb dukem k\u00ebrc\u00ebnues, por \u00ebsht\u00eb e qart\u00eb se Italia \u00ebsht\u00eb fqinji yn\u00eb m\u00eb i af\u00ebrt. Nuk duhet t\u00eb mbyllni syt\u00eb. Nuk duhet t\u00eb b\u00ebni sikur kjo luft\u00eb nuk ju p\u00ebrket!<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sa p\u00ebr mua, nuk aktroj m\u00eb. Djali im, Uliksi, aktron. Padyshim quhet k\u00ebshtu sepse lindi n\u00eb 1968, gruaja ime ishte shtatz\u00ebn\u00eb dhe m\u00eb priste nd\u00ebrsa un\u00eb luaja Odisen\u00eb, ajo ishte me t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb Penelopja ime.<\/em> Un\u00eb gjithashtu kam nj\u00eb djal\u00eb tjet\u00ebr 17 vje\u00e7, emri i tij \u00ebsht\u00eb Hedon, nj\u00eb em\u00ebr arab q\u00eb do t\u00eb thot\u00eb \u201cdhurat\u00eb nga Zoti\u201d, i mb\u00ebshtes ata dhe nuk pendohem p\u00ebr koh\u00ebrat kur isha yll.<\/em> Sigurisht, un\u00eb isha aktori i par\u00eb jugosllav q\u00eb u b\u00ebra i famsh\u00ebm n\u00eb t\u00eb gjith\u00eb bot\u00ebn, isha \u201clumturia\u201d dhe krenaria e vendit tim, ndihesha po aq ambasador, sa artist.<\/em> Kam plot kujtime, kam par\u00eb bot\u00ebn, kam njohur kultura, kam m\u00ebsuar gjuh\u00eb, kam miq n\u00eb t\u00eb pes\u00eb kontinentet dhe e di mir\u00eb q\u00eb bota \u00ebsht\u00eb e vog\u00ebl dhe se njer\u00ebzit jan\u00eb t\u00eb gjith\u00eb njer\u00ebz, dhe nuk mund t\u2019i besoj kufijt\u00eb e rinj q\u00eb lindin n\u00eb shtetin tim.<\/em>\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

* (Blogu \u00a9 Dars (Klos), Mat \u2013 Albania), <\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

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