{"id":25236,"date":"2020-03-28T00:25:57","date_gmt":"2020-03-27T23:25:57","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/ulqini-online.com\/sajti\/?p=25236"},"modified":"2020-03-28T00:25:57","modified_gmt":"2020-03-27T23:25:57","slug":"ti-nuk-je-fytyra-jote","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ulqini-online.com\/sajti\/?p=25236","title":{"rendered":"TI NUK JE FYTYRA JOTE"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<div class=\"wp-block-image\"><figure class=\"aligncenter size-large is-resized\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/ulqini-online.com\/sajti\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/05\/argezon-sulejmani-perfaqson-art-klubin-durres.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-8966\" width=\"508\" height=\"338\" srcset=\"https:\/\/ulqini-online.com\/sajti\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/05\/argezon-sulejmani-perfaqson-art-klubin-durres.jpg 451w, https:\/\/ulqini-online.com\/sajti\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/05\/argezon-sulejmani-perfaqson-art-klubin-durres-300x200.jpg 300w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 508px) 100vw, 508px\" \/><\/figure><\/div>\n\n\n\n<p><strong><em>  (Sh\u00ebnime n\u00eb koh\u00eb karantine)\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p> <br> Shkruan: Arg\u00ebzon Sulejmani <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><br> Or\u00ebt e izolimit sapo kan\u00eb nisur. Ngujimi sa do p\u00ebrmbajt\u00ebsor t\u00eb jet\u00eb, prap\u00eb  se prap\u00eb ng\u00ebrdheshet nga ndjenja e vetmis\u00eb. As &#8220;Nj\u00ebqind vjet vetmi&#8221; nuk ndihmon  dot. Pajtohem me \u00darsulan q\u00eb nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb koh\u00eb p\u00ebr bro\u00e7kulla cigan\u00ebsh. Zbulimi i  akullit, magnetit, tejqyr\u00ebs, bot\u00ebs n\u00eb form\u00eb portokalli, kujt i hyn\u00eb n\u00eb pun\u00eb.  Bot\u00ebs portokalli, the!? Nd\u00ebr t\u00eb pakt\u00ebt komshi q\u00eb kan\u00eb mbetur tek pallati im i  banimit mbush\u00eb nj\u00eb qese plastike deri n\u00eb fyt me portokaj. Paskan th\u00ebn\u00eb se  vitaminat e mbysin koronavirusin, e thot\u00eb disa her\u00eb n\u00eb formulime t\u00eb ndryshme. N\u00eb  markete vihet re zbrazja e rafteve ushqimore: mielli mungon plot\u00ebsisht,\u00a0 disa  shishe vaji gjenden t\u00eb shkap\u00ebrderdhura si n\u00eb bowling, vihet re q\u00eb sheqeri ka  nisur num\u00ebrimin mbrapsht, kurse nje tub i vet\u00ebm dyqind gram\u00ebsh me krip\u00eb rri i  strukur si p\u00ebr t\u00eb b\u00ebr\u00eb roje ndaj syrit t\u00eb keq. S&#8217;gjendet asnj\u00eb patate, asnj\u00eb  k\u00ebrtoll\u00eb, asnj\u00eb kompir. Patatja \u00e7mohet sa mielli sipas nj\u00eb metarr\u00ebfimi ku thuhet  se gjerman\u00ebt pask\u00ebshin ngr\u00ebn\u00eb ve\u00e7 k\u00ebrtolla p\u00ebr vite t\u00eb t\u00ebra pas r\u00ebnjes s\u00eb perdes  s\u00eb hekurt me q\u00ebllimin e vet\u00ebm q\u00eb t\u00eb b\u00ebnin shtet me -Sh- t\u00eb madhe. Nejse, k\u00ebt\u00eb  Sh-n\u00eb e fundit e shtova un\u00eb, q\u00eb t\u00eb mos ju fyej shtetin gjerman\u00ebve duke e  barazuar me konceptin e shteteve tona. Jan\u00eb tejkaluar nj\u00ebzet\u00eb vite nga lufta dhe  Kosova le q\u00eb s&#8217;ka pranuar ta b\u00ebj\u00eb pjat\u00eb kryesore pataten, por ajo ka zvog\u00ebluar  dhe prodhimin e saj; le q\u00eb nuk e ka ngr\u00ebn\u00eb that\u00eb (buk\u00ebn), por ka harruar dhe ta  mbjell\u00eb grurin.\u00a0 <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><br> \u00cbsht\u00eb e enjte n\u00eb t\u00eb premte. N\u00eb vendlindjen dhe vendrritjen time k\u00ebto dy  dit\u00eb jan\u00eb dit\u00eb tregu. Mjediset rurale dhe paraurbane i kan\u00eb serume vitale, n\u00eb  kuptimin social e ekonomik, dit\u00ebt e pazarit. Meqen\u00ebse atje nuk ka ende asnj\u00eb  rast t\u00eb konfirmuar me COVID-19 dhe kan\u00eb kaluar vet\u00ebm disa dit\u00eb prej se jam  larguar, nuk p\u00ebrfshihem dot nga meraku e as melankolia. Ai vend m&#8217;u kujtua kur  po b\u00ebja list\u00ebn e titujve q\u00eb do mund t\u00eb (ri)lexoja gjat\u00eb karantinimit. Kur jemi  te karantina &#8211; mbyllt\u00ebsimi, roja e pallatit q\u00eb mban\u00eb gjithnj\u00eb di\u00e7ka n\u00eb goj\u00eb t\u00eb  tipit cigare, rr\u00ebmoj\u00ebse apo lug\u00ebz kafeje dhe p\u00ebr rrjedhoj\u00eb gjithnj\u00eb &#8220;i ha&#8221; gjat\u00eb  p\u00ebrsh\u00ebndetjeve rutine bashk\u00ebting\u00eblloret buzore, q\u00eb do t\u00eb mund t\u00eb  transkriptoheshin si: &#8216;irngjez&#8217; p\u00ebr mir\u00ebm\u00ebngjez, &#8216;ir\u00ebrama&#8217; p\u00ebr mir\u00ebmbr\u00ebma, etj.  ndodhi q\u00eb k\u00ebto dit\u00eb t\u00eb m\u00eb pyes\u00eb p\u00ebr gjendjen aktuale. L\u00ebshoi disa sht\u00ebllunga  tymi, zhbiroi syt\u00eb e hullive t\u00eb zeshk\u00ebta dhe si p\u00ebr t\u00eb m\u00eb v\u00ebn\u00eb n\u00eb faj m\u00eb pyeti  se a mund t\u00eb zgjas\u00eb dy jav\u00eb, k\u00ebt\u00eb dy e shpotiti,\u00a0 kjo &#8220;far\u00eb mesele&#8221;. \u00c7&#8217;t&#8217;i thoja  tjet\u00ebr ve\u00e7se t\u00eb nxirresha duke z\u00ebruar n\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00ebn e tij grykore-hundore: sakt\u00eb,  ka p\u00ebr t\u00eb zgjatur nja kat\u00ebrdhjet\u00eb dit\u00eb, ia ktheva. E pash\u00eb t\u00eb tendosej kur i \u00e7oi  nd\u00ebrmend t\u00eb kat\u00ebrmb\u00ebdhjet\u00eb dit\u00ebt.\u00a0 Malaparte m\u00eb kishte mbetur n\u00eb vendlindje.\u00a0 Mungesa e tij m\u00eb zgjoi munges\u00ebn  p\u00ebr vendlindjen. Vendlindja e secilit \u00ebsht\u00eb bona-parte e padiskutueshme. Kurt  Erik Zukert, q\u00ebllimisht zgjodhi nofk\u00ebn Malaparte (Mala-parte &#8211; pjesa e keqe),  p\u00ebr t&#8217;u identifikuar si shkrimtar e q\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb n\u00eb nj\u00eb form\u00eb kund\u00ebrshti apo  plot\u00ebsim e Bonapartes (Buona-parte &#8211; pjesa e mir\u00eb). N\u00ebse lexon p\u00ebr murtaj\u00ebn n\u00eb  Napoli, t\u00eb p\u00ebrshkruar prej tij, ato dit\u00eb t\u00eb motmotit 1943, kur forcat amerikane  kishin sjellur lirin\u00eb, at\u00ebher\u00eb cila do murtaj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr t\u00eb vie m\u00eb e leht\u00eb, m\u00eb  zhagasi dhe m\u00eb pak rrjepore. Liria kishte bu\u00e7itur me murtaj\u00ebn q\u00eb m\u00eb shum\u00eb se  trupin shkat\u00ebrronte shpirtin, ve\u00e7on Malaparte. Liria n\u00ebnkuptonte, pik\u00eb s\u00eb pari  lirin\u00eb e tregut dhe t\u00eb \u00e7liruarit po shisnin t\u00eb vetm\u00ebn gj\u00eb q\u00eb dispononin, trupin  apo l\u00ebkur\u00ebn e tyre. Rrug\u00ebt ishin t\u00eb mbushura me varfanjak\u00eb, murtajli dhe  prostituta t\u00eb t\u00eb gjitha moshave. &#8220;L\u00ebkura&#8221; quhet titulli i Malapartes q\u00eb m\u00eb  mungon, po nga l\u00ebkura ankohen shum\u00eb koleg\u00eb t\u00eb pun\u00ebs pas tejp\u00ebrdorimit t\u00eb  dezinfektant\u00ebve dhe pluhurit t\u00eb dorashkave. Po na nd\u00ebrrohet l\u00ebkura dhe kjo mund  t\u00eb jet\u00eb nj\u00eb gj\u00eb e mir\u00eb, i them nj\u00eb mikut tim dermatolog. Ai nuk ka d\u00ebgjuar p\u00ebr  Malaparten, por as p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb arsye globi yn\u00eb nuk e ka ndalur p\u00ebr asnj\u00eb \u00e7ast  v\u00ebrtitjen.\u00a0 <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><br> N\u00eb lagje ka shum\u00eb vendparkime t\u00eb lira. Kan\u00eb r\u00ebn\u00eb kangjellat dhe gj\u00ebsendet  tjera me t\u00eb cil\u00ebt jan\u00eb p\u00ebrvet\u00ebsuar hap\u00ebsirat publike. \u00c7oj nd\u00ebrmend Qosjen, kur  thot\u00eb se: &#8220;Fshatari \u00ebsht\u00eb i d\u00ebshtuar vet\u00ebm n\u00eb qoft\u00eb se mbetet n\u00eb fshat, por kur  e zbulon qytetin, ai thjesht e pushton. Ndaj qytetarit n\u00eb qytet zbaton ligjet e  deleve dhe te pulave. Ndaj psikologjis\u00eb s\u00eb koklavitur t\u00eb politikan\u00ebve sillet si  ndaj qenve q\u00eb ruajn\u00eb tufat e deleve. Kjo \u00ebsht\u00eb logjika e tij fitimtare. Me k\u00ebt\u00eb  logjik\u00eb ai e zhduk\u00eb \u00e7do konkurrenc\u00eb. Shtaz\u00ebt i b\u00ebn njer\u00ebz, e njer\u00ebzit i b\u00ebn  shtaz\u00eb.&#8221; (Paolo Sorentino, T\u00eb gjith\u00eb kan\u00eb t\u00eb drejt\u00eb). K\u00ebt\u00eb ma konfirmon me  p\u00ebr\u00e7mim dhe nj\u00eb banor i lagjes, me tinguj t\u00eb flashk\u00ebt si me zgjeb\u00eb, kishte p\u00ebr  t\u00eb th\u00ebn\u00eb diku Kraja: kan\u00eb ik\u00eb katundar\u00ebt, kan\u00eb shku n\u00eb shpit\u00eb e veta. T\u00eb nj\u00ebjtin  qytetar, pa u mbushur gjysm\u00eb ore prej krenaris\u00eb deklarative civilizuese e z\u00eb n\u00eb  befasi. Nj\u00eb kompani farmaceutike ka l\u00ebn\u00eb n\u00eb bang\u00ebn e parahyrjeve t\u00eb pallateve  disa maska bukale dhe doreza. Ballkoni im sheh ballaz hyrjes s\u00eb t\u00eb nj\u00ebjtit, i  cili n\u00eb vend q\u00eb t\u00eb marr\u00eb ve\u00e7 nj\u00eb p\u00eblhur\u00eb sa p\u00ebr hund\u00ebn e vet, merr thuajse t\u00eb  gjitha t\u00eb palosurat aty sa p\u00ebr t\u00eb gjitha fytyrat e veta. Qytetaria nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb  thjesht\u00eb nj\u00eb vendparkim. Qytetaria nuk rrjedh\u00eb nga lokacioni, \u00ebsht\u00eb lokacioni ai  q\u00eb sh\u00ebnohet nga qytetaria.\u00a0 <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><br> Dita e par\u00eb e karantinimit zgjat\u00eb kat\u00ebrdhjet\u00eb dit\u00eb. T\u00eb kat\u00ebrdhjetat s\u00eb  bashku s&#8217;e b\u00ebjn\u00eb dot t\u00eb par\u00ebn. Duhen pritur t\u00eb kat\u00ebrdhjetat, ishte e prurje e re  p\u00ebr zhargonin e m\u00ebsuar me t\u00eb tretat, t\u00eb shtatat, t\u00eb pes\u00ebdhjet\u00eb e dytat, etj.  Barnatoret po solidarizoheshin nj\u00eb nga nj\u00eb. Nj\u00ebra ofronte maska falas, tjetra  doreza falas, disa sosh madje ila\u00e7e falas p\u00ebr nevojtar\u00ebt. Buk\u00ebpjek\u00ebset po ashtu,  buk\u00eb falas, ushqime falas p\u00ebr shtresat n\u00eb nevoj\u00eb. T\u00eb rinjt\u00eb po u sh\u00ebrbenin  moshave t\u00eb shtyra me artikujt e p\u00ebrditsh\u00ebm. Uronin nj\u00ebri-tjetrin q\u00eb sa m\u00eb par\u00eb  t\u00eb kaloj\u00eb kjo murtaj\u00eb q\u00eb pa dyshim po u m\u00ebsonte shum\u00eb\u00e7ka t\u00eb re. Kisha koh\u00eb pa e  par\u00eb e ndier\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb bashk\u00ebndiesi kolektive. Mbase po na nd\u00ebrrohet l\u00ebkura dhe kjo  q\u00eb na fut\u00eb krup\u00ebn shkoft\u00eb bashk\u00eb me koron\u00ebn. Meqen\u00ebse maskat q\u00eb p\u00ebrdorim k\u00ebto  dit\u00eb nuk na e per\u00e7enojn\u00eb t\u00ebr\u00eb fytyr\u00ebn, q\u00ebllimisht e quajta thjesht\u00eb mask\u00eb ose  p\u00eblhur\u00eb bukale (e goj\u00ebs), nisur nga dega e nervit facial i cili sa kaq e  &#8221;zbulon&#8221; t\u00ebr\u00eb fytyr\u00ebn. Vij n\u00eb p\u00ebrfundim q\u00eb &#8220;Fytyra&#8221; e Kunder\u00ebs \u00ebsht\u00eb rr\u00ebfimi q\u00eb  duhet lexuar dit\u00ebve t\u00eb para t\u00eb izolimit. Narratori shquan nj\u00eb zonj\u00eb q\u00eb me  tiparet e saj i sh\u00ebnjon nj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr zonjush\u00eb. Familjarizohet deri ne intimidim me  zonj\u00ebn q\u00eb kurr\u00eb nuk e ka takuar. I v\u00eb nj\u00eb em\u00ebr dhe nj\u00eb mosh\u00eb q\u00eb nuk p\u00ebrputhet as  p\u00ebr s\u00eb af\u00ebrmi &#8220;in vivo&#8221;. Sjell\u00eb n\u00eb pah p\u00ebrfytyrimin q\u00eb nuk ka t\u00eb b\u00ebj\u00eb me vijat  faciale e as me rrudhat senile. P\u00ebrfytyrimet shp\u00ebrfytyrohen nga fizikusi i cili  nuk i ik\u00eb dot trash\u00ebgimis\u00eb e ndikimit social, deri n\u00eb pik\u00ebn q\u00eb Anjez\u00ebs,  bashk\u00ebshorti Pol i ngjan\u00eb n\u00eb vjehrr\u00ebn dhe n\u00eb nj\u00eb \u00e7ast erotik i duket sikur nj\u00eb  plak\u00eb e moshuar i ishte shtrir\u00eb p\u00ebrmbi. Mir\u00ebpo, esenca e rr\u00ebfimit ka t\u00eb b\u00ebj\u00eb m\u00eb  s\u00eb paku me trupin. Fytyra jon\u00eb mund t\u00eb mos jet\u00eb as p\u00ebr s\u00eb ngjati ajo \u00e7ka na e  thot\u00eb p\u00ebrdit\u00eb e bukura pasqyr\u00eb. M\u00eb ndiq me v\u00ebmendje t\u00eb lutem.\u00a0 &#8220;Imagjino sikur t\u00eb kishe jetuar n\u00eb nj\u00eb bot\u00eb ku nuk egzistojn\u00eb pasqyrat. Do  ta kishe \u00ebnd\u00ebrruar fytyr\u00ebn t\u00ebnde, do ta kishe imagjinuar si nj\u00eb lloj pasqyrimi  t\u00eb jasht\u00ebm t\u00eb asaj q\u00eb gjendej brenda teje. Dhe pastaj, mendo sikur n\u00eb bot\u00ebn  dyzet vje\u00e7 t\u00eb t\u00eb jepnin nj\u00eb pasqyr\u00eb. Imagjino llahtarin t\u00ebnd! Do t\u00eb k\u00ebqyrje nj\u00eb  fytyr\u00eb krejt\u00ebsisht t\u00eb huaj. dhe do ta kishe pranuar ashiqare at\u00eb q\u00eb refuzon ta  pranosh: Ti nuk je fytyra jote!&#8221; (M. Kundera &#8211; Fytyra, f. 41). Ishte pik\u00ebrisht  kjo q\u00eb m\u00eb ngaz\u00eblleu dit\u00ebve t\u00eb para t\u00eb k\u00ebsaj l\u00ebngate. Dalja n\u00eb syprin\u00eb e fytyr\u00ebs  son\u00eb t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb q\u00eb bashk\u00ebndien\u00eb dhe m\u00ebshiron. Po, le ta themi me z\u00eb bu\u00e7it\u00ebs se,  ajo q\u00eb reflektohej q\u00eb nj\u00ebzet\u00eb e sa vite nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb fytyra jon\u00eb e v\u00ebrtet\u00eb. Nuk ka  nevoj\u00eb p\u00ebr shfryrje mllefi ndaj pasqyrave e as p\u00ebr frik\u00eb bestytnish\u00eb. E  nevojshme \u00ebsht\u00eb sall q\u00eb refleksionet t&#8217;ia besojm\u00eb m\u00eb shum\u00eb nj\u00ebri-tjetrit. Mohimi  i nj\u00eb fytyre q\u00eb na ka p\u00ebr\u00e7udnuar nuk na vdes, p\u00ebrkundrazi \u00ebsht\u00eb parantez\u00eb e  jet\u00ebs s\u00eb nj\u00ebmendt\u00eb.\u00a0 <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><br> Prishtin\u00eb, 16.03.2020.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>(Sh\u00ebnime n\u00eb koh\u00eb karantine)\u00a0 Shkruan: Arg\u00ebzon Sulejmani Or\u00ebt e izolimit sapo kan\u00eb nisur. Ngujimi sa do p\u00ebrmbajt\u00ebsor t\u00eb jet\u00eb, prap\u00eb se prap\u00eb ng\u00ebrdheshet nga ndjenja e vetmis\u00eb. As &#8220;Nj\u00ebqind vjet vetmi&#8221; nuk ndihmon dot. Pajtohem me \u00darsulan q\u00eb nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb koh\u00eb p\u00ebr bro\u00e7kulla cigan\u00ebsh. 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